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no mood. hais .

i hate choices cause you got to make decisions.
the decisions you made may be what you want but it may not be correct.
so what have we done wrong to deserve being chided.
unfairness;confusion;disappointment;malign :O

thks dd for listening and caring (:

kiss the baby sky

i cannot remember much this week.

it passed really quickly.
*blink*blink*

i am sad D:
i did not bring my school planner home :[
surprisingly, it came in handy when i need it to cover my poor memory for assignments
haha.

o today went to buy a black cardigan from cotton on.
cheap and it made people look really slim.
no regrets. its just fabulous ;)
with the companion of ml & xq (:
i owe them a lot of money haha.

aiyo, i dont know why i am finding information about 客工.
my mum brought home pamphlet from chinese tuition centres.
the fees are exorbitant. -.-
but without it i would fail my chinese :/

my mum's snatching the com.bye
nights (:

CNY

o chinese new year is GONE ):
o so fast
o no more ang paos and visiting and playing ):

i was too tired to blog yesterday
cause i slept around 2am after coming home from vien's house (:
i remembered vividly we took a total of 1700 photos on vien lappy.
MAD right?!
but there was the 9 of us and it was SO CUTE x)
hahahaha xD




today, went to rosie house to eat lunch and my home to eat dinner.
wa gain a few pounds DEFINITELY D:
we played a traditional game -> BLIND MICE.[:
damn shiok jump till the bed frame broke
and josh boy boy felt off the bed .aww ):
taking pictures have been a habit and we "click click click ,smile smile smile"
then they left D:

i love them a lot a lot a lot!


hahah the cute taggies are not by me but rosy & vien (:

o my got to wake up early tomorrow!
guitar is gonna perform in some primary school
heng never miss my BIO hahahaha << style="font-style: italic;">the million pictures just dont wanna get uploaded ARGH. :/

matrix

i hate matrix. f* it >:{
off i go, wear nice nice clothes go out (:
update post later :D
toradora here i come!

SHINEE(:

^my sis & me are going gaga over them ! (:

my fav is jonghyun! key! onew! taimin!minho!
actually all NICE (:
REPLAY!AMIGO!~ [:
hi5 CASS & WQ :D
who have replay & amigo?

today reunion dinner was great (
:P ate a lot and put on a lot x)
there is still tomorrow and the day after :
:] HONGBAOS!GOODIES! [:
went to 2 places today x)
vien, photos i send u tomorrow x)

25.1.09 ~happybdae gerald shuaige (:
ps no present ^^


^ ty yang yang for taking x)

^candid(:

^the poor soul who got kicked is my sis
^ i asked them to pose that so guai right hahas (:

by the way help to vote :
its a nice video :]
http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/vote.php/home/viewentry/444.htm

i love iswak2 & tka forever

Only one (:

sheri the great artist (;
marvel at her artpiece :D

this corner is damn comfortable :D
can sleep!

haha the back of the class (;

wa seh i did not blog for 2 days -.-
many things happened and 48 hours are fully utilised effectively & meaningfully (:
i did not blog on friday because ... i was not allowed to use!>:{

on friday, WEI QING told me toradora was showing on Okto channel
hahas i SCREAMED (: yea she loves ryuuji & taiga too :D HI5!
on friday, guitar was exhausting. But i was playing simple chords with xq and we sang qing fei de yi! (:
on fiday,i went out after guitar to get a gift for sister with someone :D
on friday, i talked to my mum about something important.[:

on saturday, it was a great achievement for waking up at 7am by myself :D
even though i slept at 1am the day before :P
boiled water ,make breaksfast and bathe and off i went to help out my classmates in class decoration(:
i reached kinda of early Ok (: haha because i forgot to take my guitar D:
TY xq,ml,wk for lugging my baby to the guitar room :D hehe.
every one started drawing and cutting.
although there were less then half the class present but we work fast (;
and the ending product was fabulous in our eyes :D
its just so pretty!
and just in time ml sent me some picts she toOk from her hp :D
aiyo i miss my sony eric W850i a lot a lot. i will do anything for it to come back alive again ):
nvm, i take my camera go take photo :D -.-
went guitar, o no i came to detest toccata :x
cos the lines just cant fit nicely and the rythm is so difficult to catch. aw.)':
scared cannot make it by syf. RUNNING SHORT OF TIME :/
and i think guitar 2 needs a sectional one fine day.
after guitar went back to class deco again (:
haha we finished up loose ends and others need to be done on the wed :D
AH TAN (: is such a nice guy and teacher hahas
he treat us to canadian pizza (:
THANKS >:}
i ate 2 pieces voraciously haha (: ml too!
came home and transform into a piggg (: till 5pm
and now here i am telling myself to do asexual reproduction for biology
but i just kick it aside >:D

yay tomorrow is reunion dinner day -.-
i would like to extend my greetings to everyone have a great great dinner with your family *_*

everything right fell into place when u meet the right person at the right time in the right place (:

o reply beloved tags :

shan to siyuh:
o u are flattering her too much hahahaa :D.
me & my sis are not cute tgt cos we act cute tgt haha (:
have fun on your trip and come back with pretty photos !

shan to justafriend:
LOL haha okay lor.
my sis will just cry if she knows that people say we look alike (;

shan to caishan :
hahaha HAPPY NEW yeaR TOO ! ty first to wish me :D
o btw have fun on ur trip to malaysia!

shan to sheryl :
yippees taylor swift is lovedddddd :D
her voice is heaven for me :D hahas
haha and ty ! (:

fiftheen

o yea i got guitar sectionals tomorrow.
that means i need to lug a guitar to school while squeezing up the single-deck bus.
:/
and i promise i try not to be late ever again.
im always making jeanette late and making jeanette wait.
super sorry ):
felt really really really bad.
so i got to change my sleeping habits
i never hop into bed till 1am in the morning
a bad habit that had developed during the holidays and cant seem to get rid of it.
grr.

thanks caishan! for ariel's LOB scores (x

it was so random when our principal gave us a diagnostic test today D:
so sudden and i hate writing compositions. :/
ty for jq's correction tape.
it was a ultimate great use for me (:
wonder how did the physics test went?
ml & xq no problem de (:

argh went home alone today.
don't like that feeling hahas.
sense of loneliness. 0.o
i never carry my songs around with me D;
it was a painful ride home.
terrible,horrible.
boohoo.

o by the wayy, mdm lim uploaded the plant reproduction thingy in egenie -.-
take a loOk it helps while doing the workbook i GUESS :D

its so difficult to talk to my mum these days.
i dont see her around often :/

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

i love taylor swift & her songs & her voice (:

*cross fingers* tomorrow will be a better day :D

The way i loved you-taylor

chinese new year is around the corner.

haha it is such a short holiday
even school is not letting us off.
i wanna go "bai nian " lol

for once i click on the new post and i got nothing to type about -.-
wow.
school have been depriving my time.

taylor's songs is all i need these days (:

its homework time!aw :{

and the deadly routine repeats itself like a vicious cycle

fortunate

^ dont we look alike (great insult to my sis)
hello!
embarking on a misson impossible afterwards ha-ha
i only hope i would be able to catch a wink tonight (;

watching wu lin da dao , i am so going to learn dance
haha
laugh all you want i don't care (:
i will pull companions with me :P

went swimming really late
but still manage to get into the pool
unlike a ke lian guy who went at the time when swimming ended HAHA (:

i can expect a busy week ahead .

o ya my links are SCREWED up damn pissed.
i shall relink a lot of you again.
if u don't find your name on my darlinks list leave me a tag (:
i will be more than willing to put your name there :D

yesterday,i was cam-whoring more then doing homework lor.
my sister was the culprit. lol.
i shall post some cos it was so hilarious.
it was near a 100 LOLXD.

okkaay, off i go to link her (: haha
contradictions in life, it is just amusing & yet disappointing


^ haha i was concentrating doing my homework(as if)

给.爱人

^jam's SINGLE (:
whee nice !nice! nice! (:
guitar was not very good for me today.
damn tired.D:
yesterday, i did not know what was wrong with me and i started packing 2008 notes.
OMFG.
i filed till 2 am -.-
and the good news is that it is still not done
a cupboard more to go!
>:{

i shall use the NIGHT to complete my homework.
lol.
i realise i have been going to school everyday 24/7
monday -friday~ school + staybacks
saturday ~ guitar
sunday ~ metta.
BUSY BUSY BUSY :'(
haha people like me do nothing but complain -.-

it is Ok i have been picking up new english books to READ o.o
hoping it would improve on my PATHETIC english =.=
but it hardly works out :/

haha.
today i slept for 3 hours -.-
and i thought i slept till sunday.
worst then a FAT pig omg.

I SHALL START ON COMPOS if not CANNOT FINISH :O
&
will get scolded :x
i guess i no longer can type anything longer than this
because my life can be summarise into a word called
S.T.U.D.Y

it was a pretty picture of you & me

No Air [:

chem test is over!
it was pathetic.
another one to go tomorrow.
my sister is going for choir audition in her school tomorrow and she is singing like a mad woman.

haha.

cant wait for bio night lessons tomorrow -.-!

telepathy

FREE-NOT.

HOW BUSY CAN A PERSON GET?
lol i guess it cannot be manipulated.
these days are unpredictable.

a biology retest just popped out in our face today.
guess what it was the entire secondary 3 syllabus last year.
it was miracle that i actually could write something on the paper and not leaving any blank.
all rubbish answers
HAHA
tomorrow is the dreaded chemistry test day.
i have been hating this day since the holidays.
aiyo. teach me how to complete the entire sec3 syllabus in a night D:<

and friday is SETS test.
still considering if i want to re take physics test (:
the homework are like piling like MOUNTAINS. really high D:
it is only the third week of school and this is how busy life can get.
:(

o yeah and my class is struck with a disease LOL.
more and more people are falling ill each day.
a plague :x
LOL it was 3 to 5 and to 7.
wonder when it will be my turn LOL xD
hahaha :D

boohoo.guitar did not appear on school mag :(
aiyo ke lian aqilah for her tedious write up (:
its Ok.

shall drown myself in a pool of books. eww. :'(

bet u don't care

White horse

urm, these few days have been busy.
very busy.
the next few weeks would be worst
tests are pouring in already, i doubt having a chinese new year celebration.
hais, i still have to find a suitable timing for sectionals.
-.-
problems start popping out one by one and i don't think i can face it as positively anymore.
everything is hurting and rushing.
i collected my edusave scholarship already & bought U WEEKLY cause arjoe hit the cover page.
cca orientation was quite successful in terms of recruiting members but hopefully they would stay on. the playing was soft, as expected. thanks for the cheering by guitar juniors (: but everything else just went wrong for me.
it is a good news that i did not have to retake the chinese exam.
(:
Okay, reply tags :

hs to siyuh:
haha of course not a nuisance. i think your maths knowledge would help me more! (:

hs to cass:
o my results Okay. it was a distinction. o korea picture still have not upload to the com LOL XD sorry.

hs to rach:
aiyo dont transfer la (: JIAYOU JIAYOU!

hs to wee kiong:
YUP shun bian ma HAHA :P.

& im not letting anyone put me down.stay strong.

believes.

u get what u believe :D
i read blogs and realise everyone thought that the workshop wasn't that bad.
in fact i learnt much from there.
lol, proudly to announce that i was one of them who got swollen eyes the next day.
it was really bad.
it was like getting beaten up. HAHA
grr actually i have half hour to BLOG and now 7 minutes D;
tsk tsk tsk.
proudly to say my goals are set, i know who i am and i believe success and i am grateful for whatever i have and be a VERY VERY positive person. (:
so go for it (; u never know how much it benefits u untill you try it yourself. :p

o tomorrow getting chinese results
if i dont do well i am dropping HMT i guess D:
hais. but those getting all the results must be feeling a million times worst (:
JIAYOUS to yang yang vien & gerald (: haha moral support ^^

i am going to complete what i left out last week
physic,chemistry,vocab quiz ...

i give it is impossible to blog with msn darlingS chatting (:

i would like to type longer but dont know what to add on (:

and i became a fan of jeanette aw with jiayi! (:
she's so PRETTY

Law of attraction ; Believe

my blog is dead already right? o, it is Ok (: i have been so busy, there wasn't even time to use the computer. everyday is a deadly routine. attending school and going home to play the guitar and *poof* i head to the bed CHEMISTRY, i am seriously WORRIED. i think i can only pray that's all. HAHA i guess i never regret attending the adam khoo's course. it did not motivate me in studying however the people there change my perceptions towards life and i wonder how long i would be able to carry on with such positive thinking. tomorrow would be the last day, o i guess my face would be drench haha . ugly ugly ugly! the first day, there was a lot of talking and learning. the second day, there was laughing, fight going on,learning and understanding. & i think i know who am i and my goals (: and i learnt something really cool! see properly,

you are the result of what you thought
&
focus on something with passion, it makes it happen faster.

its from a movie called secret ( i think )
o wait wait is channel 8 showing little nyonya last part again? about yue niang and cheng xi. whoo~ ok i am supposed to sleep early by someone (: cos tomorrow BUSY whole day !
i think wee kiong's blog should be a better summary of what we had learnt, but i think he would be writing more crap than reasonable stuffs.

& life keeps unfolding to the place you eventually want to be. (:


^sweet right (: DUH

黃靖倫

erm oh no, i don't know what to type suddenly.
my mind is blank.
lol running out of vocabulary to use.
o i know why, i am hungry.
WHERES MY DINNER? lol -.- haha
maybe a photo would cover the emptiness & spaciousness
and please don't make me oversleep like today :(
it was terrible.

CHEMISTRY

SOMEONE HELP ME IN MY CHEMISTRY! >.<
yay we are going guitar extensive lessons from tomorrow
followed by adam khoo workshop.
bloodyhell my ENTIRE week is GONE D:
luckily, little nyonya ending today so there will be time for CHEMISTRY at night.
byebye.
of to another place to type (:
haha it is better there :D

a cinderella story.

gosh. i have done very little during the weekends.
it was definitely miracle that chemistry test was postpone.
i have been trying to tie up loose ends
and it wasn't very successful.
it is school tomorrow already D:
never mind i will brush up everything tonight since i slept for 2hours :x
i was worrying about what to post today
but luckily siyuh & wee kiong post me a quiz.
NOW i am very busy :D

quiz by wee kiong:
tag people to do quiz:
1.xq
2.ml
3.wk
4.jq
5.ed
6.kor
7.didi
8.chris
9.cai shan

~how did u meet 4?(jq)
dmn sec?

~do you have any crush up there?
huh?

~what would u do if you never meet 1?(xq)
i am only half complete.

~what would you do if 6 & 2 going out?(kor, ml)
hmm ask him or her

~how did you meet 8?(chris)
dunman guitar.

~is n.o 2 your good friend?(ml)
no, my wife (:

~who is n.o 9 best friend?(caishan)
is it varlin? ps i am not sure

~have you ever dated 1? (xq)
do we even need to date? lol.

~do you miss n.o 4?(jq)
haha of course during the holidays, he so cute.

~what do you think of n.o 6? (kor)
haha great pei-er?

~what do you think of 7?(didi)
haha best you can ever find

~who does 3 like?(wk)
it is kind of obvious. his wife XD. right? haha!

~have you been to 8 house?(chris)
hmm no. hahas.

~do you love 9?(caishan)
hahas. ya you can say that (:

~ do u trust people?
woo see if you are worth the trust (:

quiz by siyuh:
wa a lot of question ... -.-

~the person who pass you the quiz is?
SIYUH (:

~your relationship with her is?
good friends (: haha

~your 5 impression of her is?
1.very caring!
2. very smart!
3.very helpful!
4. LOVELY (:
5.very Guai girl!

~the most memorable thing she done for you?
ehh everything?

~the most memorable word she said to you?
hahas no particular word leh.

~if she become your lover you will?
say YES? hahas.sadly cannot D:

~if she become your lover, she would have to improve on?
nothing.she is near perfect!

~if she become my enemy?
i would not let that happen!

~is she become my enemy the reason is?
she wouldn't want to be my friend.

~the most desired thing you want to do with her now is?
study amath together? hahas her amath ROCKS :P.

~your overall impression of her?
excellent hahas.

~how do you think people around you feel about you?
ok wait i think i have done this before.

~the characteristics i love about myself?
im SHORT. HAHA.

~the most ideal person you want to be?
ME (: LOL -.-

~for those peopl that care & like you, say something to them?
haha i care & like you too!

~pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel bout you.
(no need to do if you dont want)
1.xq
2.ml
3.wk
4.jq
5.ed
6.kor
7.didi
8.chris
9.caishan
10.marcos

~who is 6 having relationship with at the moment?(kor)
hmm

~is 9 amale or female?(caishan)
female.

~if 7 and 10 are together is it a good thing?(didi,marcos)
definitely NOT.

~how about 5 and 8(chris,ed)
hahas. men not gay leh.

~what is 2 studying?(ml)
ALL SUBJECTS hahas.

~when was the last time you chat with 3?(wk)
friday school lor.

~what kind of music band 8likes? (chris)
i dont know. hahas tell me nxt time.

~does n.o 1 have siblings.?(xq)
ya.

~will u woo 3? (wk)
no way. he is " married"

~how about 7?(didi)
hahas. nah. no jie di lian

~what is the hobby of n.o 5?(ed)
o volley & sing song ba.

~do 5& 9 get along? ( caishan, ed)
do they know each other?

~where 2 studies at?(ml)
lol where i study at.

~say something casual bout one? (xq)
pretty & tall (:

~have you tried developing feelings for 8? (chris)
sounds wrong -.- erm nope.

~where does 9 live? (caishan)
i dk.

~are 5 & 2 gd friend? (ed& xq)
u can say that.

~does 7 like 2?(didi & ml)
hmm. ask him hahas.

~how do you know 2?(ml)
DMN.

~does 1 have pet?(xq)
no.

~is 7 the sexiest girl in the world? (didi)
excuse me he is a BOY.

~is it possible 4 & 5 date each other?(ed,wk)
erm i dont think they want each other.

~say something about 6? (kor)
hahas.y do i have to keep saying something bout him lol.

~relationship btwn u & 9.?(caishan)
TAIWAN lovers (: & SHAN family lol.

~what will you do if 10 hate you?(marcos)
hahas find xiao zhu LOL.

44.List all the school that No1.-No.10 are in and originally from and your relationship between him or her
ALL dmn except 1 maris stella high.
ALL good friends (:

45. which of the following in relationship?
I DONT WANT SAY LEH. BLEAH XD

46. how u first met 3?
DMN.

47.if 3 & 10 together?
no way. but primary friends lor.

OMG im finally done.
aiyoooo i got to go soooooon (:
SIAN lar.
BYEBYE>.<
o yeah i love huang jing lun !QUE XI ! (: HAHAHAHAHAHHA :D

sorry for waiting the whole day D:
sorry for not giving u support D:

White Horse

WHITE HORSE :D

*missing first verse*

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
But I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

Maybe I was naïve, got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance
my mistake, i didn't know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings, well now I know

That Im not a princess, this aint a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town
But I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your white horse to come around

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

'Cause I'm not your princess this aint a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
now, Its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

Oh
Try and catch me now ohh
Its too late to catch me now

school gates finally opened.

i was dreading it but at the same time anticipating it (:

other than the boring activities today, school was fine

because i saw what i have been longing to see (:

o hell, it was definitely miracle that homework have not been called for.

cos i am still reluctant to start on my compositions :D

so ya see my mood, when im happy i would maybe feel it  {:

OH NO still have chemistry retest.my worst subject D:

ha-ha. i got my IC today. nothing big news.

but after close analysis, i realise the photo really suck.

it looks so plastic & awkward HAHA >.<

no comforting or consolation will work but thanks xue qi& mei lan hahahs (:

sorry i refuse to let wee kiong & jun qiang see it. cos u may PUKE out your recess hahas :D

it was definitely great to see u guys again (:

school re-opens means less time for online =more time on homework = less time to blog D:

aww.

and it is a CHIONGING year. 

lets hope i can follow the fast pace (:

don't leave me behind OK? HAHA

*yawning* hs is really tired (:

i shall get a princess sleep HAHA. 

& start chionging my leftover hw.

o and XUE QI i promise i will wash my pencil case HAHA (:

but u can still remind me if u want too! >:D 

cos its turning from white to black XD.

2009

o NO.

it is 01.01.09 already. D:

tomorrow is school re-open.

my greatest worry is waking up.

i am meeting jeanette around 6.30am.

guess what time i wake up everyday.

11am. oh my ):

i am sure the bustop is going to be so pack.

as long as there is space for me hahas i dont care (:

okay its late i got to go !(: bye

forget 2008 , welcome 2009 (: