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o boy, i really do love his voice :)
Let me see how is it even possible to describe how i'm feeling now.

Its like 100000000pounds laying on my heart.

it feels like nothing you do is going to make things right again

like no matter how hard you can try and u still remain there

and im getting tired of telling myself there is still glimpse of hope if u hang on

its like endless crying will not cure that pain and unhappiness

no matter how many times i shake such negative thoughts away it comes back to me again

its recurring, i know i brought it upon myself

but u cant help it right when every single thing happening around you just prove that u are worthless

This depression feeling has been here all along since year 2.

Its crazy right, like how i can hold on for so long and not crumble yet.

since i can tell im a little depress i guess my condition aint that bad yet.

i know she sees this. both of us are hurting like nobody business

But i know its essential for us to grow. Hang in there my dear, will text as soon as i have time

Dont misunderstand, i still love school cause i love friends and yeah learning But i dont know why the process of understanding them better seem so difficult. Must start to get to know them better :>

On the lighter note, Adam lambert has been on my favourite list

Perhaps its the song he sings i can relate them well with how im living now :D

yeah on Sat its my JTS yet to get my dear JUNIOR a present.

O god a sat wasted + my snail speed when will i complete my work o_o

hahahaha anyway bad mood always recently and its no good cause what im feeling is starting to show during school hours. :O

i have mmy dears to stop me thinking about it. so i guess it wont be that bad right.

FIGHTING. :)

POSITIVE/ NEGATIVE ^2 gives u positive too :DDDDD

everyone is so supportive dont wanna let them down :(

But can i do it?

Have you lost your way?
Livin' in the shadow of the messes that you made
And so it goes
Everything inside your circle starts to overflow

Take a step before you leap
Into the colors that you seek
You give back what you give away
So don't look back on yesterday