5.28.2011

The island

Oh yeah baby its holiday !
haha i keep forgetting that and i need people around me to constantly remind me.
started my chemistry tuition today.
hmm in short my teacher is amazing
he remembers all the e0 values for transition elements without having to bat an eyelid.
:)

o yeah and its holiday time for new nail colour!
Etude house is having 30% storewide even for nail polish waaaaaaaa~
:D
i like ft-island return cause its cute and good :D jae jin is back to his mesmerizing boyfriend look (Y)
and its time for iris :D
My mummy's watching it with me yeah lets drool over top together :)
and omg there's XMEN KUNGFUPANDA HANGOVER2 BEASTLY HARRY GREEN LANTERN which to choose leh OMO :(

and i rented the island. :)
my ct allowed us to watch it super futuristic and action pack :)
so im catching it with my sis :D so nice right.


last but not least My dmn family :)
i met them i met them finally
the dinner was awesome !!
the laughing over table was endless
i miss so many of their faces even my teacher was there !

my guitar section their touching notes.
made me feel even more guilty for not leading well.
that really gave me a confidence booster and strength to shake away all the pessimism within.

the rsaf event was an eye opener ;)
the air show was spectacular
the tanks are super cool ~ :)

and i didnt know my email sounded so vulgar till today haha
need to change it soon

wakakakaka my sis uses a pen cover to clip her hair.wthh

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i shall go watch my iris lo :D

5.21.2011

Just a kiss

Find me a dream, can you make one for me?

I need a motivation !
its badly needed.
im thirsting for it.
its been a long time since i ever tried hard for something
this time important as it is, but maybe its the people or the failures or the disturbance or my lacking self discipline or my never-reaching goals or my aimless future.
For once i find no purpose in studying.
i know its essential for future but like its something unattainable or somewhat far away
i cant feel the sense of urgency.
someone has to pull me out of this or save me.
i need an environment that arouses my competitive spirit
without being put down again and again
cause im tired of trying so
i succumb to distractions -dong yi, guitar, sleep
so as to avoid all the work but i know i will love it when i get in tune with it soon again
i need my co enzyme, my catalyst ,someone who trust me or have faith in me, someone to push / scold or force me.
cause i really hate myself like this :(
0 motivations useless and unhappy
the more i plunge into leisure activities, the greater the pang of guilt.

it feels better releasing this guilt
but its useless if nothing is done.

i shall wake up at 6 tomorrow! to complete CHEM :}

hear the alarm please !!!
im having itchy nose grrrr! SNEEZE ><


im fine ;)
listen to Dong Yi's ost tracks cause they are really great.
the drama's catchy too. haha.

shall end off with my recent craze : Lady Ant. Just a kiss
sweetest lyrics you ever hear :D

Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings
When it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile~

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight~

5.19.2011

Fiction

Playnation's awesome place next time must bring friends along !
o god
recently good movies are pouring in !
im worrying for my time and money DISCIPLINE HS :(
haha.
eh CHEM CHEM CHEM REMEDIAL
bye !
my bio cher is so nice today ~
ah tan, shee & ed wheee miss them ttm :D
JQ is such a loving bitching partner. lol we talk nicely :)
27th come soon ^^

5.16.2011

Guitar concert


^ class peeps with nice hearts :D
of course theres some more !

^tickets sold all 8 :D
In a nutshell,

Guitar Concert yesterday it was the best night of my live.
i went home at a crazy time of 1:16 am.
Obviously, i got reprimanded quite badly
but it was inevitable !
the massive group of us hog the entire stretch of tables at simpang (?)
as we dug into our pratas and drinks after the operation for the day.
it was the prettiest ending, the sweetest one , the one without any regrets
everyone brought a smile home with them.
we showed off well on stage
The audience made it perfect,
our members were high spirited
we were a bonded ensem
for the first time i understood the term one large ensemble, we sound as one.
that feeling of contentment overflowing, heart exploding, tears spilling, tight hugs explains what i felt yesterday :)
It was a perfect piece of memory.
Now im still feeling upset that we wont get to play as one together anymore !
thank you tj guitar ensemble :D
i owe it all to u .
wonderful people
and chang and yq who came all the way down to support :D

Today i woke up thinking it was all a dream.
a beautiful one.
ARGH but i wasted an entire day doing I DONT KNOW WHAT
cause i couldn't even account for the hours i have wasted
My life's still in a mess
after guitar officially ended.
we still have camp and hustings o god.
and i have yet found my drive my momentum to start studying
One month is nothing compared to those who already started
and here i am still wasting my time pondering over trivial and insignificant past events.
looks like my extra cme lessons today have yet set an effect on me ! ;x
tomorrow will be a brand new start
it will be.
i wanna end my tj life with a pretty fullstop with A's on my cert :D
put in hard work already will u if u know u are slower and dumber than any individual in TJ !
yeah someone just got to knock it into my head
i need a wake up call!

before i forget ;)
Avril is damn pretty
crystal treated me to a free ticket to her concert !
short it maybe but her voice owns it all
be it old all new
her vocals swept everyone present there that night :D
i never knew she could sing that well and she's cute
hehe.
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Oh yeah meeting my sec school mates soon :D
i really want to see them
need to know how they are doing
need to find my chinese speaking mates back
its uncomfortable when i dont speak it for a long time .
IM SO GONNA HUG SHEE SHEE when i see that pretty lady
of course yan mei will be hugged too :>
i know she wants it hehehehehehee
I MISS THEM SO MUCH. k hope wk will be there too :}

oh yeah tuesday with cousins is gonna be a blast :D
of course PLAY HARD i will work equally HARD :D

i need fel !
if she weren't a girl i wouldn't mind spending my entire life with her :)
its scary how u can find someone so identical to u.
be it our shoe size, our height, our taste in guys
and how we would sms each other to ask the same thing
how we would wear the same top out
we are so damn alike.
amazing uh. haha

everytime i step into the class, i feel like the kind side of me just cant help but show itself.
everyone seemed to transform into their nice-self
i really love that feeling.
But u know whenever i leave that room,
the evil world and evil distractions cant maintain my kind side for long
soon i succumb back to that lazy self of me.
my messy room, handwriting, low productivity show signs of my reals self that i really dislike
its hard like you said to be nice and follow rules all the time
and when that fails
my mood fails too ;(
im still in search of my lost good habits
and have yet found it.
but i will find it.
i believe u will lead me to the answer ;)

i cant get enough of adam levine's sexy voice. haha

its my dear xing's b'dae tomorrow !
i really admire her and love her for who she is ;)
she's amazing friend of mine.
glad i know her i will cherish it well :)

5.07.2011

officially missing you

^ this is her song (maddie) :D

^ touched ^^
its 12;34 AM !
and i'm officially missing you :)
i have no idea what had gotten over me these days
but my guitar mr giraffe have completely dominated my nights !
cant stop playing songs :D
wakaka its either my pres have been too influential or i was amaze by musical people around me or i just need a source of escapism haha .
and yeah i influenced my bestie too
crys is playing guitar now like nobody's business
im starting to understand their obsession towards guitars ^^
DAMN pissed today !
guitar went up to announce our concert and our juniors were playing the visa theme song
and we were supposed to whoo hoo whoo dadida
but we couldnt even hear a thing cause not a single mic is provided :(
AIGO how will people know aboout guitar concert like this !@!!#321 grrr

o no !
day by day i am becoming more and more interested in english songs
im losing touch with my korean pop ~
nooooooo i wont let it happen :D
BIGBANG BIGBANG woohoo !

school ended pretty early today cause we had to evacuate by 12 cause our school is gonna be a polling centre for tomorrow ! YAY :D
well, everyone is pretty into political stuff these days as it had become a hot topic in our school
i hear them everywhere ! ;)

yay my aunt book somewhere special and we can go there to play wii
and xbox kinect blah blah hahahaha CANT WAIT :D
V.Laris.Germ.Rach.Sissy.Gerald should be going tooo :D
soo cool never been there before.
i wanna do something crazy.

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go

‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away

And today I’m officially missin’ you
:D


5.02.2011

MATH TEST

^ my v.i.p boy :)

love the twins new cover -breakeven :)
their music just get better !

its my mum's birthday but she threw the candles away
electrocuted liazards :(
praying on something that never happen.
dont hope too much anymore !
it brings disappoints.
think less :)

'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I suppose to do
When the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven, even, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I suppose to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/script-lyrics/breakeven-lyrics.html ]
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break
No it don't break, no it don't breakeven, no

What am I gonna do
When the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say
When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't breakeven)


Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no
Oh, it don't breakeven, no


5.01.2011

Drifting




LOVE :D

lol i do realise i have been posting alot lately !
thats because im real lazy even though im busy tsk tsk :(
hate the internet
hate myself D;
im not gg to succumb to temptation like what u said !!!!
HA

saw maddie in sch on friday. OMG i miss her so muchhie ;)
waakaaa hop hc camp was a blast for dear crys,adilah & mad :D
hhehehe

heard my guitar junior played an awesome song check it out
its awesome how u can do stuff like this on guitar ! ~^^
Drifting - Andy Mckee

wakkaaa i dl-ed a new itouch app that allows me to msg other itouches
so let me know if u have that app k
so we can msg for free ;D

wheee
im worried bout smth ;/
But feels helpless cause i dont know how to solve it.
lets wait and see.
please save her.

next, YAY im finally going to reconcile with nigel tmr :)
i miss that lil kid like @$%&*(*&%^&*(
O YEAH here comes my cameo ~

and recently, im enjoying afterschool's shampoo :D
waa super nice songs, pretty girls and sleek dance moves ^^
love this tune in the starting :)
its AWEEESOME.

o yeah guitar gt a silver.
dmn got a gwh.
i didnt know how to feel. on one hand tears started spilling when results for tj guitar was mention on the other im in awe for dmn guitar.
but my heart responded strongly to the former.
:(

BIGBANG's coming :)
my heart's fluttering
i have to get past my mummy first.

hope my jia family is coming tmr !
jiaying ahhh tsk tsk pe also can sprain leh
jiaxin bdae surprise tmr ;D

i seriously miss k box ;(
but i got no voice!!