end of holidays

heyyy

:) its the end of holidays lo.

good and bad

glad to reunite with cg18/10

sad cause i have to bid goodbye with mackie for sometime.

well well well A's comes above everything all and

another good thing is that

i will stop being a spendthrift and splurge on never ending materialistic demands

no no no im becoming a shopaholic and the addiction doesn't reside.

My cupboard is bursting and i don't give a damn about it but kept squeezing new pieces into the bursting wardrobe i guess that's partly what being seventeen is about.

Well, my addiction for shopping is further proven when i went to shop with c.pay today at far east cum orchard.

those glaring pieces of clothings are starring at me and testing my limits for them

i remembered turning down a rubi bag for 10 bucks that is still so cute now that i think of

and rejecting a vintage bag that made me entered the shop twice as well as walking away from a flowery dress that was only near 20. i thought i was remarkable and i had to be cause i had only 20 with me and it should be used wisely as it was my allowance for the weekends.so yea, it was a great start to becoming a stingy person? haha but i still succumb to temptation when picked up a hello kitty bottle from daiso, a cute scrunchie from elitrend. PROUD of ya, hs :)

another purpose for posting today cause,

i heard adam is not doing wgm anymore.

well, when i saw those words splashed all over allkpop.

my heart sank. big bang couldnt cheer me up though i desperately sort for big bang videos and photos for utmost comfort. i read and re read articles about adam and every single article just prove how fast adam episodes were coming to an end. i couldnt breathe. when i blurted this news to my sis she just stared at me and i could see her pupils dilating.the disappointment was wow it came so unexpectedly after that romantic episode on the ice skating rink. i knew it would come one day but not so soon. i couldnt handle it. i couldnt cry just felt lost. Saturdays without adam to look forward too maybe that could help me concentrate better. so i went to grab whatever videos they had online so that they wouldn't be gone when they leave the show. im upset and still is.thank god its not ending this week. i dare not watch their live at radio station in fear i may just cry like what gain did. :( But adam was my great source of happiness other than big bang. so it felt like a part of me was missing, gone. But they will be remembered by me forever :) cause they are the best ultimate couple in wgm forever ;) so i will still look forward to kkhap kwon and chic gain activities cause im sure those talented idols will amaze us in whatever field they continue to venture to and im believe their love goes on too even when the shows end. :)

tomorrow im attending a birthday party OMO

its been a long long time since i attended one.

hope i will feel their youth-ness and get influenced by them too :)

and did i say that im in love with

tvxq- keep your head down cause the live was nothing to say :)

mblaq's- cry cause the dance was so freaking Hot and the song was damn good.

and GD TOP -oh yeah as the RAP was one of the catchiest i heard and bom's voice is seriously OH yeah :)

cleaned the mozart today with my exco mates :)

going to ogl camp tmr :)

wanna buy a new school bag

IM SUCH A NAGGY SHORT LADY:(