Hohoho Merry Xmas

I hear your heart beat to the beat of the drums
Oh what a shame that you came here with someone
So while you're here in my arms,
Let's make the most of the night like we're gonna die young

This rings in my head all the time 

hellos my dear blog. :)

im watching my family watch hk drama while im being anti-social in my room typing away. lol

and thats pretty much how i spend my christmas & PH.

BUT its okay because i caught JC's cz12 yesterday with my family members at midnight (:

And it was to my liking though i feel that it can be much better.

still i like the concept and jc's fighting as always.

Its been a pretty long time and its already the last week of my clinical attachment.

It has been a wonderful experience and i have written quite a few reflections about it already so i shall not repeat them here :>

So the pictures generally speak what i had been doing while my family was away

& so glad they are back safe and sound and the world didn't end xD

yesh, so my dear became my chef and whipped french toast breakie for me but after few mouths that boy got a sorethroat and couldnt eat anymore haha

yes this sinful looking thing comes from swensens and the cold vanilla with the burning brownie is the best i've ever had :D

The beautiful and heartwarming christmas decoration at the nursing home (:

so recently, i have been scouting for some make up products and experimenting them. Its a difficult thing to be pretty. or maybe the process is difficult so i respect them !

 Eating proper tang yuan for the first time. My dear made this and though its pre-made but the ginger soup was good and i really love the peanut one.

 One interesting thing done during stayover at rosy's house. She bought the lights from ikea and it was a awesome process setting it up :D i love DIY

Crap ignore the bad skin condition and the uneven teeth. YEAH its xmas season and even my teeth feels the same :>

 Saturday when i was out with predators at orchard watching the night lights again :) yet not getting bored of it

Our drinks at TCC. Alan wee can't stop playing with my little bear. hahaha

More evidence and motivation to becoming a pretty girl. All the lotions,moisturisers,lip balm, perfume and bb cream and more...

 And this ! My christmas gifts. WOW they are mostly from china :) so many cheap loots makes me so happy. some from love and nursing friends :D AWWWWWW.

This is my ah gong's wound dressing set! his finally home safe and sound. This is me trying to dress his wound BUT HMMMMMM he sounds more experienced than me :'( try harder next time *pats*

 The most innovative present i received for xmas this year HAHAH. Thanks fel for the jelly although it doesnt look pretty here BUT its good really good and its really cute that she even bought the mould for merry xmas words :D so touched and pretty ~

and thats about it !

can't wait for my holiday to come officially Made a list of stuff to do :D

and i really love red head GONNA GET IT next year for my birthday WHEEHEE

and this depicts how i feel these days xD

maybe its nearing the end of 2012 thats why 

Looking for some trouble tonight
Take my hand, I'll show you the wild, side
Like it's the last night of our lives
We'll keep dancing till we die

December

And so, the first week of december has been really hectic and exhausting and tougher to pass than usual. There was fun, laughter, tears and quarrels.
Bringing you through my week:

Crys, yx and i visited legoland and adilah on 3rd and 4th dec ! (:

It was a crazy and magical journey alright. NOT EXAGGERATING!!!

2 days never felt so long before.

From the late night supper to the late night speed rides and late night movie.

It felt good not having any restrictions for once but i was like a coward in the unfamiliar country.

it then dawn upon me how brave my friend was to choose to stay away from her country, her familiar home,her family. Thats probably one hard decision i am never brave enough to make. 

Made full use of our time there so the trip was definitely worthwhile.

Legoland was better than i expected.

Maybe the inner child in me arose after a long long time because i was amazed at the lego figures, EVERY kiddy rides even though we were barred from them :/ , disregarded any pride and went ahead to snap photos to store every memory to remember this day. haha This may be due to the movie we caught last night - Rise of the guardian was full of positivity and i was so motivated and lifted from inside. So i could say i enjoyed it cause it brought smiles to my face and also my heart too ! even though i was supposed to be way too old for it. BUT who says adults can't enjoy kiddy movies if they are good too yeah. The creativity of the animations awed me most (:

Fantasy films are getting better and better! i can't wait for more of it to come 

And after a close shave, we managed to arrive at sg on 4th dec at night so i had the opportunity to bunk in yx's room since her roomie wasn't in !

i would totally stay in hostel if the hostel are double occupancy and look like hers.

I totally adore the design, i have to say the standard is better than that of my room :'(

The experience was awesome but i don't think i can ( want to ) adapt to it in long term.

love my humble abode too much :D

so on the 5th when i finally returned home, thought my body was going to fall into pieces already.

Amazingly, i still had energy to go for movie and strolled with pearl and sy from dhoby to somerset :D!

WA took photo of lights and the streets. 

I really love to adventure aimlessly like this! stress free baby ~

and zoom zoom to thurs, i had a kbox and shopping date with my sis and jy 

super loving my cheap cheapt knit top from h&m. its so bling and fashionable yet so cosy at the same time.

Couldnt have survived the chill without you ~

3h was so little! next time 5h is the minimum!

haha and it was the first time i bought less than my sissy.

Both aquarius kept ganging up to buy the same clothing so they get more discounts !

what is this !!!!!!!! haha but so happy that we are all happy with our lobang !

of course, my mummy is the most unhappy cause i added like 3kg of NEW clothes to the washing machine so she nagged and nagged and nagged :O

OH and it was so hectic i forgot i managed to squeezed in a breakfast date with fel and rid in the morning. WA CUI MAX. but u know big breakfast have the ability to make u feel BIGGG again haha :D

Friday, finally i can't stand my non stop nom nom lifestyle without a proper output.

NO swim NO dance NO yoga NO run.

WHAT IS THIS. 

so YIPPPEEE i tagged along my sis her gf to the gym at pasir ris! 

i like i there.

Initially, i was so afraid when i started running i would collapsed in a heart attack cause the food accumulated over the weak was oily and sinful :(

BUT HENG AH. gym-ed for around 2h and a little less.

In the end we headed to ws for pepperlunch -.-

at least i eat with less guilt this time.

AHYO so hard to be human o_o

Saturday was my sissy's band concert! 

dear ps-ed me :'( but lucky i got my dad mum germ and aunt.

whee missed the school and the atmosphere.

and i realised that i always forget to live in the present moment.

im always comparing the past or thinking of the future.

and i never look at the positive parts but focus mostly on negative ideas.

SO HMMM :( bad bad must change !

Not forgetting to mention my morning was fruitful and i never regretted going for volunteer work.

:) exhausting but u know the effort and time was worthwhile because that intangible return is an indescribable feeling but i know it energises you, affirms that you are a good person, makes your more confident and positive.And i enjoy the taste of it :D

alright i got to stop here because i don't get to nua around on a sunday,

heading to joc house to meet up for xq birthday and more gossiping and catching up.

I tried to summarise it. Im serious so much details and words left unsaid.

BUT WHY IS IT STILL SO LONG>< 

wish me luck for clinicals :O

i wanna go china with u all tooo :( BOOO

Climax

These tunes keep replaying in my mind ~

pink try & usher's climax 

i love leory's version. guess its the sound of the acoustic guitar and his voice.

the lyrics are super emotional, but i am not. Somehow i love how sad it sounds very real, very applicable. EKKKK why can't i just love happier songs.

Going nowhere fast we've reached the climax

We're together now we undone

wont commit so we choose to run away

do we separate

dont wanna give in so we both gave up

wont take it back its to late we reach the climax

 -------Climax, Usher

The title is apt for what i'm going through now.

I guess its the climax of semester 1 now because i'm in the midst of my first university exams.

And so i was like ah, this is what a university exams look like.

I can't help but compare with those that i have seen in movies. Feels (atmosphere) is roughly the same but looks far worse than on screen. It's different from jc and secondary school. Same tables, chairs and arrangement but there is more implants of caucasian now haha ! Alright i'm just kidding but it does alter the atmosphere of the exams. And in university we are able to wear slippers to exams. Okay i don't know why i'm so particular about the footwear but it doesn't feel very important when you wear slippers you know. Like it ain't serious enough for you to dress properly. Anyways, the important thing is that 2 papers down and 2 more to go! Well truthfully, i really want to do well but it is too tough to gauge. Nevermind 26th december will soon arrive we'll see what can be done in future. :D 

And post exams, i guess i will be hitting a greater climax.

I've got A WEEK (only) to play. Like really play. i've work pretty hard for the past 14 weeks and so i deserve the rest. :D May not have done an awesome job but i put in mostly my best and it was a good feeling with no regrets ! Up till now i think its true that things works best when its in controlled. Enjoy that feeling ~ 

And so to make my play more interesting i have diligently done my homework and thinking to what i wanna achieve during this holidays. HAHA so hs, hate to take breaks. shall share maybe it inspires us to relax in such manner too! So, thanks to friends recommendations and bloggers update, it has successfully made me adamant to hunt for good food this holidays. maybe after tasting good food, i would be motivate to make them one day! So input and no output is no good cause it isn't balance right. I have learnt we need 3-5h a week for moderate intense exercise. Since swimming aint possible now and yoga is coming to an end soon :'( i think i can only rely on jogging and dance :> i absolutely can't wait. Can u sense my excitement while i'm typing this cause i've missed dance for 2-3 weeks and my body feels like a robot. Climbing stairs at kr mrt is a toll for me . i can feel my thighs loose and my gluteus maximus getting to maximum size each day :'( And retail therapy is a cure for my exam trauma and so many movies that i need to catch ! i hope my allowance is sufficient to tahan these expenditure!! Yippee and gathering catching up and outings for chilling. sounds like a plan baby ~ :D OOOO and touch my guitar !!! shall keep the excitement going. Wow the years coming to an end again! Ze me kuai!!!!!!!!! 

Funny how the heart can be so deceiving 

More than just a couple of times

Why do we fall in love easy

Even when its not right

---------try, Pink

Now playing : A thousand years part 2, its my trailer for breaking dawn part 2.which means its guitar time again!! I heard its good, hope it will be cause the movies have been disappointing for me so far :/ giving it once last chance .