PILOT TESTING

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY :DDDDDDDDDD

its GONNA BE A SALTY ONE :)

hmm facebook is so laggy!

the worst thing is it chose to LAG when im talking to ml & xq D:

ARGH purposely HMPH!

anyways, EOM is making my white hair sprout actively!

My weekend was pretty eventful :D

went to help jiaying and her dhs friends at cip.

not bad not bad :D i had fun and wonderful experience there.

ok gtg if not eom GG

chingoo

i promised to fill my thoughts with positive ones

but now they are all are negative thoughts.

is it plainly my one-sided thinking

or are you feeling the same too

what caused an awkwardness between us.

i wasn't informed at all

and i hadn't had time to accustom this change of attitude

can someone just fill me in what i have left out all this while

i admit its upsetting when i wasn't the one

its hard coping with everything :/

maybe i will try one last time before letting go this treasured past.

but how could i

whenever you appear,my feelings will drop down to the ground

tell me

what i've done wrong

tell me

what can i do so we will be like before.

i cant tell you directly

neither will you understand this indirectly

so forget it a useless post to get rid of troubles so that i wont bottle all up and suffocate to death

o hell im pathetic.

wipe your tears dry and move on

a napfa run tomorrow will be great.

all i want now passing my promotional exams to with a light heart.

and there's nothing more i can ask.

its tiring holding on to everything

Jo kwon gain

Hello I guess I'm crazy! Typing blog in the middle of the night.I was stalking kwon n gain n msging .but tt wasn't the reason y I couldn't enter slumberland ya it's her, my ultra hardworking sis is still mugging for her CAs. If only I could be like her :) wa anw lying on the bed and not falling asleep is a terrible feeling.well lights off I got to sleep soon. Tomorrow I'm having napfa the horrors!!! Argh if I fail I shall just go for the retest. Hahaha unfit pig :( jts was fine(:I heart xiao hui :D hehe! I will mug harder this term and promise to not see any e&s in my report anymore. Anw pilot test and chem spa is worrisome hope I can come to a decision soon.whoo before that, my sis roots for the khuntoria couple but as for me Adam couple all they way ^^ sweet ttm I swear(: ok guess I gotta start caring more about people around me!:/ hwaiting!!!! Cyclohexane rings are Driving me crazy screw organic chem! Please walk properly soon (: hahahah