chingoo

i promised to fill my thoughts with positive ones

but now they are all are negative thoughts.

is it plainly my one-sided thinking

or are you feeling the same too

what caused an awkwardness between us.

i wasn't informed at all

and i hadn't had time to accustom this change of attitude

can someone just fill me in what i have left out all this while

i admit its upsetting when i wasn't the one

its hard coping with everything :/

maybe i will try one last time before letting go this treasured past.

but how could i

whenever you appear,my feelings will drop down to the ground

tell me

what i've done wrong

tell me

what can i do so we will be like before.

i cant tell you directly

neither will you understand this indirectly

so forget it a useless post to get rid of troubles so that i wont bottle all up and suffocate to death

o hell im pathetic.

wipe your tears dry and move on

a napfa run tomorrow will be great.

all i want now passing my promotional exams to with a light heart.

and there's nothing more i can ask.

its tiring holding on to everything