5.12.2013

Cater to you



Fell in love with the dance first, followed by the lyrics. :')


"Baby I see you working hard 

I want to let you know I'm proud 
Let you know that I admire what you do 
Don't know if I need to reassure you, my life would be purposeless without you 
If I want it (you got it) 
When I ask you (you provide it) 
You inspire me to be better 
You challenge me for the better 
Sit back and let me pour out my love letter "




"I promise ya 
I'll keep myself up 
Remain the same chick 
You fell in love with 
I'll keep it tight, I'll keep my figure right 
I'll keep my hair fixed, keep rockin' the hottest outfits 
When you come home late tap me on my shoulder, I'll roll over 
Baby I heard you, I'm here to serve you 
If it's love you need to give it is my joy 
All I want to do, is cater to you boy "




Let me cater to you 
'Cause baby this is your day 
Do anything for my man 
Baby you blow me away 
I got your slippers, your dinner, your dessert and so much more 
Anything you want just let me cater to you 
Inspire me from the heart 
Can't nothing tear us apart 
You're all I want in a man 
I put my life in your hands 
I got your slippers, your dinner, your dessert and so much more 
Anything you want, I wanna cater to you


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/destinys_child/

Next post : Yeah i know its mothers day and its horrible that im going on about my dear. so shall take a break from him and talk about my Wonderful Holidays & Not-so-good Semester ~ 

and recently, i have seen a lot of gutsy people around me be it for the good or bad. i really admire those qualities. Keeping mum is not going to help in anyway, im gonna learn to not be afraid, to speak up when its for the right thing.

4.07.2013

Give Me Love


Breathless (: The settings and all is so beautiful love the concept and the blockings and of course the song and beats :D


Last time it use to be just the song, but 53 secs and it totally blew me off. total plus points to the song. Wondering when will i be able to move my retard body and mind so quickly HAHA.
WOW :D

Hey guys, whenever i'm here means something isn't going to well.
Ah and yes, i have got issues with my English essay. I know i shouldnt plagarise and all but look at my english standards. I can barely understand the complicated text and now you expect me to rephrase them and put it in my own words. Thats like the meanest thing to do :'(. Its not like i didn't try. I DID for the whole of 13 years i have been trying so hard but each time it only gets harder. I would love to attribute my inept english proficiency with genetics or perhaps even thyroid malfunction but thats like extrapolating. Sighs. Its really very very tough to write in academic formal writing. If possible i wouldn't mind attending classes to get it right all over again. # woes of a girl with poor english proficiency living in a developed country.

I have been learning in psychology about personalities.
And i have learnt that if you are a Type A ( competitive, aggressive, hostile, anxiety) you are more likely to suffer from cv disease. And so we were doing this test during lecture and so ya i think i am close to a Type A. Its actually astonishing because before, i am quite definite i wasn't the type A kind of person. So up till now im still wondering if this set of characteristics are acquired or are they in borne? 

And therefore, i realise that these days, i have been putting more effort into self achievement than relationship with others. I feel it and the closest people around me have been saying it too. Sometimes i feel like the i no longer feel emotions anymore and perhaps lazy or afraid you may say to interact because sometimes people disappoint you cause u cant control the way they act but only u will not disappoint yourself cause u can choose the way you want to act. This sounds like a really selfish thought. I really want to grasp the knack of hanging out with different personalities yet i shy away from judgments or afraid certain comments will trigger wrath in me. The problem never lies with the people but in myself so i got to deal with them internally. Thats why they say women are twice more vulnerable than men in getting depression. These unnecessary thinking drives me to nowhere even if they aren't negative but they are as damaging. 

And this brings me to another incident of the train with sy. There were kids, they were about 3-5? Their smiles, laughter, action were so generous that it made me ponder when did i stop giving those smiles, laughter and happiness. I always believed lesser that we know, the happier we remain. When we start to learn and know more, its too late to return cause it has all been lost. But i don't understand y when we had less, we could laugh so happily but now that we know more, we aren't able to do so I guess it all lies in simplicity. All in all, MY and everyone goal is to be HAPPY (: and SMILE everyday at least once for anything & the best is everything. That feeling is a good, sounds easy but to some may be the hardest thing to do ~ teehee

Starting from now:
1. GD coming on 29th & 30th june :D:D
2. Going to see paeds & gynae & obs ward really soon :D:D:D
3. Seeing the kids tomorrow my source of instant happiness :D:D:D:D
4. Seeing the nursing girls on monday :D:D:D:D:D
5. Meeting datrolololol soon please USS? :D:D:D:D:D:D
6. Finally seeing JY tmr :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D
7. Eating durian at home :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D
8. Ate mini abalone today :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
-the reasons are getting ridiculous-
9. Dancing & maybe going for another performance? PLEASE :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
10. learning to love my dear again (: :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

:(
MY ESSAY STILL NOT DONE hahahah -_-

3.29.2013

Warm Bodies

Oh my godzz.
It was exactly 2 months ago since i posted.
I'm sure two months felt way longer than this !
Well, but if u ask me how did the times flew past i can only sum them up in a few items
Some significant ones that my mind can store:

1. A LOT OF DANCE PRACT haha cause i had my inaugural dance performance on CAC concert 2013. It was a lovely experience, many touching and moments that made me go WOW WHOO AND SO IT FELT LIKE THIS (: the practices were worth it and it fact ps i find it easier than performing guitar on stage. My muscle memory didnt fail me that badly XD

2. After the dance woohoo thingy ended, recess week approached. Woah i swear that was in fact the best times i ever really rest and relax ! (: EVERYDAY was my ISWAK2 and me because i only had an A&P midterms so pretty chill ~

3. I remembered applying for residences with fel (: BUT UH. failed :( really wanted to stay though but i think of my easties, my family, my dear and suddenly i dont really wanna stay anymore BUT STILL its uni once in a lifetime. sigh!!!

4. After midterms,whoots i went to ALL TIME LOW concert with xing (: Wa those most of the times im just being shoved and pushed around, it was pretty worth for ALEX :) it was a great night !!!!! i cant believe i saw him and heard him sing BUT ERM no more eng concert next time unless i heart them like big bang standard.

5. Oh yeah and march was when my dear and i had our first anniversary. Celebrated it on a lazy thurs at adventure water cove (: its was a pleasant experience :DD i just love theme parks and all ~ most importantly, i swam with fishes and and and i wasn't afraid of it than it was afraid of me XD TEEHEE. well, hope we'll stay happy like this yearly. It isnt that hard, its just how much you want it to work  and stay together as one :D and sometimes you gotta cancel the I in the equation and replace it with us and sometimes him. (:

6. And then i remember this was the period whereby i was being a bad bad student skipping lectures to go for ghost movies like 9981 and ghost child. Horror movies are seriously never my type cause im super dan xiao in nature. SIGH. my friends on the other hand are so chill and they dont even twitch. while i spend most of my time look at my lap waiting for MJ to give me warning to scream and lifting my specs up and down from time to time. After exposure ITS STILL NOT MY TYPE:'(

7. AHA and then next i have to intro my cardio combat lesson. Lol im love with the CC these days. My mum and i are enthusiast and we are out to try the courses provided. AND THIS was what i wanted. toning the abs thighs and muscle and sweating it all out relieving stress :D. WHOOTS preparing for dancing and feeling healthy all over again :) Its different from yoga and i still love yoga so much. Im beginning to understand the deep breathing part more :D

8. lol from time to time i my cursor would move to the top left hand corner to search for the SAVE button. LOL. because for 3 whole weeeks of march, i was infested with 3 essay submission. AND WHAT HAS IT DONE TO MEEEE OMO. i clocked in about 5k words in total? maybe around 50 references? Printed about 100 sheets of paper? open 100 windows? slept at 2 am 3am and even 4am? SKIP MY DANCE CLASS FOR 2 weeks LIKE WTS D: ? taking an hour to write a 100 word paragraph? Its horrible plain horrible haha and whats worst is that THE OUTCOME AINT SATISFACTORY . horrors feels like my times wasted. maybe 2/3 did FINE only but but but UH hate essays i rather have exams. because essays plus so many lectures per day is hell D; to think that i still reassured my cousin about this HAHAH xD but all in all, i still enjoy it except for the lack of sleep part. SO u can delete the above xD teehee.

9. Okays so im free to type this longessay like reflection cause today marks the end of the 3 submissions :) You dont know how long ive been waiting for this day. XD both me and sy are really excited with our 3 day holiday plan XD. We gonna go zouk to watch some dance comp NOT CLUB :D sat we re going to the bird park and poke our heads into tosh's debut performance and on SUN we are gonna gym and swim cause we are planning to go or mb jus ME going for 5k nike :D ~~~ time for 10k after this.

10. In future to come, i forsee that the next month will be a horrible cycle cause the major exams are impending in a months time. AND there is seriously so much to digest -_- crap. But im still wondering whether i should go back to dp cause im itching to soo badly ~  Today had a wonderful nap after ponning anat and i went for movie with dear at night :D
-WARM BODIES. it should be called hot bodies instead MUHAHAHHA :D
 Simple plot and storyline yet the love story was really sweet yet unreal.
BUT i chose to buy it so i was basking with happiness after the show ended :D teehee oh my god !!!
The lead actor was the one in jack and the giant slayer and i really couldnt tell :D
and he would be starring in Xmen too :')
NEW EC hahahaha

- The great and powerful oz.
Oh i love that one :D watched it during dad's family night event.
Its hilarious like really for kids kind but creative and innovative a the same time
It just felt good as a whole :D
A little twist and turn  & most importantly i love how fantasy stories emphasis on a particular virtue or goodness and the bring home message is so strong that it makes one feel good and empowered too :)

i love movies many and so many more to come :D ~
Okie dokie better go to bed or else, i would be sleeping during chanting tmr :x
Wow not bad i manage to summarise all of this.


Okay i know u cant see his face like this
Here it is a little creepy but looks good enough for a zombie alr
 And yeah this one (: his eyes are seriously that blue !