Crayon

Shall start of the post with an interesting photo !

whee they aint normal skulls ! they are made of lego bricks by Nathan sawaya.

Normally i'm not really artsy but when inspiring things come along like this, i never let these opportunites pass by. So yeah i still contemplating on visiting the gallery in the art science museum. Its a lot of hard work creativity and patience. cause i can never imagine myself sculpting such a huge piece of artwork with million lego bricks it would drive me nuts. Maybe if the lego bricks were 10x larger, i may consider. haha and even as a teenager he makes me think that LEGOS are cool (: & they are not just toys we chew or bite.

Recently i have been sneezing a lot.

Its either i'm garnering more dislikes around me or simply i'm falling sick and sneezing is the best symptom to prove it. Because i may be weird but i rarely or barely sneeze once a day or even wheeze at all. Everyone around me is falling sick during this crucial period of midterms and its worrying! :( But it seems pretty helpless too cause theres nothing much to be done to prevent these virus for attacking ( maybe if I'm asleep now something could actually be done ) hahahahahah !

Anyway,Yes! the End of this week marks the end of some tests for my mid terms !

2 test: one theory and one practical ain't considered proper midterms.

and Nursing's not only that.

i got more reflection essays to come and they are as long as business reports.

i got two upcoming projects/presentation to complete before i can take a breather.

One thing's for sure its not going to be easy getting through it but the spaced out deadlines indeed helped a lot in relieving some stress i have on my back. 

Today's practical was truly memorable.

i still think its amazing to hire real simulated patients to act accordingly to the case scenario for us to be assessed on. Though i'm secretly annoyed when my patient kept bugging me with questions while i was trying to recall my steps watch my movements as well as trying to ignore the scrutinising from the assessor. But hey it was interesting because it will also happen in real life situations and i'm glad i get to experience them now so i wont fumble when i am doing my clinical. Still, my own assessment was pretty bad because there was so much room for improvement if there was less nervousness and anxiety battling in my brain. 20 minutes never felt so short ever. If i am going to fail, yeah upset i may be but under that circumstance i can never imagine how much better i could have done. Trying to type out some self reflection here so i wont be stunt when i try to attempt my reflection a week later!

I will be going to danzpeople tomorrow (YAY) and to watch Jaja with germs (double YAY) :D

i miss that place so badly i'm still thinking of making it as a bait to motivate me to work even harder for eoy examinations. HA. 

Well not much updates for now, Its october already. LIKE seriously i don't even know how sneaky time could be. and soon all my cousins will be free from examinations stress and torture of mugging daily (: while i will continue nursing to end of december. well, not a very sad thing actually HAHA.

Nothing much coming up maybe a guitar dinner gathering ? and maybe steamboat with uni peers? and buying vans with love? hmmm waiting dilah to be back ! 18/10 cycling outing SOON (that never comes -.-) ? yesh my 19 ! hahaha nothing to wish for actually :) got everything i need & want < better brains maybe>. more meditations/classes please [im being super lazy in my religion these days ... grrr] tough choice between dance and religion. 

Alive

 Merchandise long queue hot sun

cafe latte

baby you belong to me

Alive for BB

With our pretty lightsticks

Free blue light bangle

 Yes. Its today.
28/9 its finally happening.
I couldn't feel the hype or atmosphere and even suspected i lost the craze and love i used to have for them.
4 years, LOL its neither a short nor long time but non of my r/s ever surpass this amount of time.
But yet it lasted for this group of boys/men/guys(cause to me they show all 3 characteristics) whom i known  pretty well enough yet i'm just a stranger or another fan to them. Maybe thats why admiring last cause u never know the result if the other party doesnt give you an answer. (:
Who cares what so ever,
i finally get to meet them today, tonight.
well i could see their faces so clearly and every single one of them looked better than on youtube videos.
their voices sounds real and way better live.
They play very well during concert and maintains professionalism i guess it comes with experience
Their music is DAMN good.
They are so cute real live too who cares who they really are in their personal lives
But this is the big bang ive seen 4 years ago and still seeing now :D
They have grown definitely, the change is obvious and effects are showing in the market over the 4 years.
They know what we want to see and they do it well so we love them more (:
I had FUN, Laughter, Tears, Sexy time and many random murmurings that my poor friends or random VIP have to endure. I practically lost control of myself cause i didn't know what i was babbling already.
I didn't know or recall what i said. Those are words i couldn't find if i watch it true dvd/ youtube videos.
Not only the concert was awesome the pre concert was a fun.

i had fun watching people put on extensions to resemble GD, we had tattoos on our necks, we took photos with our crown lightstick that i always always yearn to own one(coolest in the whole world ^^),we listened to samsung phone advertisement so that we could get free big bang merchandise , there were guys going around offering drinks to prevent dehydration, awesome and high company to watch with , going back with dear and friends and people giving out free banners .Lastly big bang fans are cool cause they dress really well with me as an exception ! anyways it made up for my not so good morning after reaching KLP at 9 for nothing and spending 5.50 for cafe latte which i didnt like at all. :/ and the pretty long wait not to mention the killer sun and the series of unfortunate events. But it was all worthwhile in the end. i swear i have never perspired this much in my lifetime. Everything was drenched head to toe and i feel like a giraffe after tonight. toned a lot of muscles in the event too. and soome VIPs were really great they offered to film the video for me cause maybe my armpit didnt smell that good or maybe i was pathetically vertically challenge in anyway he offered his service what a helping stranger !

the feeling was so overwhelming that i was moved to tears during haru haru. Top was really putting in a lot of effort for his injured right hand. Dae had the best smile i've ever seen from him. Tae was so generous with his body or should we say fan service and words. Ri was the cutest as usual, going around comfortably treating the stage as his home. My leader was the best rapper i've ever heard in my live i could feel the sincerity although i felt him shying away from the stage or sensed his lethargy or should i say lack of the GD-young boy-smile.

Tonight, such a beautiful night i felt like i was in heaven.
they are a bunch of bad boys and fantastic babies
saying last farewell gave me blues
but i'm feeling high high and i was knocked out

Post concert hyperventilating

NOTE: THIS IS PHOTO DOES NOT BELONG TO ME.

Anyways, i can't wait to get the latest 'Happy' collection from kikki.k . The designs are simply classy and beautiful.Totally. its so hard to resist (:

well  moving on, really want to try to be involved in next year's camp because i'm not choosing to go for any overseas or summer exchange trip YET. Can't wait for the experiences and opportunities lying ahead. Everything seems so interesting and i just want to experiment with all i could in my short 3 years stay :D so once again university life is pretty amazing.

well, but there   is always the tough part like  confidence issues, sensitivity and finding true friends.  All takes time and its part and parcel of the growing process i guess . Just have to self remind that i can't let my emotions go on a roller coaster ride all the time cause it takes a huge toll on my performance regardless academically or socially or anything. MOOD and feelings are just things that are not nice to play with. So HS learn to MAINTAIN. have a more calm and confident mind !

well i'm missing danzpeople already like super badly . not that i'm not enjoying dhopps i  love the feeling emitted from the people there its like welcoming me  to join a big family to welcome me to share my passion somewhat like nursing (:

whee he cant wait for the class tee and pullover design already!

and have i mention, i really love nua-ing at home on alternate thursdays. feels like a real good break  for me :D

last but no t least acted crazily, tore  my  A&P book into chapters for better revision purpose  . heat ache so badly i had my mum to do the execution for me. YAY swimming is starting all over again. wow can't wait to swim faster than before and feeeeeeel all the muscle aches again !

handled up my first official assignment. It was a tough nut to crack ma SWEATS. glad i didnt do last minute work u know  BUT errors are still prevalent everywhere -,-

About there, BIGBANG concert coming up soon.  should be more interesting by then !

cant wait to prick people's  finger this sat HAHAHAH :D