bigbang again

^ this image is nt mine!

watched gd&top go on sbs night after night :)

Top seriously look like a pure handsome man

Love how the members interact in there.

A lot of little secrets exposed haha!

love them uber much :D

geez got so much hw ! econs and math vectors !!

GAMBATEH !!

YAY i got songs in my touchie

and my friends are all laughing over my hotmail :(

they are so idiotic! haha inside joke la :)

VVIP

haha guess my biggest motivation to blog once again.

yeah its this special date :)

my baby from big bang released his mini-album!

and i cant explain how much im lovin' it and how much joy this news had brought to me ;)

hmm one thing about baby that s stagnant -he's hairstyle! it feels or maybe its me. i felt a change but only a slight one. i like baby better with his fringe down -cute- but he is cooler this way :)

well, the dance moves are sleek. VVIP reminds me of jiyong when i see baby. What do you want me to do reminds me of taeyang's dance. :) but still baby shone in his own way :D i could somehow feel his utmost sincerity and blood sweat while producing his album :) it must be pretty stressful after releasing his own album after his hyungs. hope g-ri can perform on stage it would be darn awesome no doubt ;) all this comebacks are making and tempting me to want more from them. its less than a month to their comeback :) i really hope it would be tomorrow but the suspense feels good :D :D :D and lastly, i wanna compliment baby's vocals. Its strong :) so strong it makes me touch when you sing ;D

i like baby more in VVIP. cause he's cuter there and it feels like the real him so bubbly and adorable :)

okay enough of spazzing.

eh saw news about KARA disbanding. Hope its not true! ;(

kara hwaiting! not a ultimate fan and i guess fans must be wailing away right now.

but i respect kara much much too !

today, i had my first chemistry lecture test in 2011.

pretty screwed up i would say cause the stuff that was tested was mostly from past topics that i hadnt recab :O yea u know the result.

so to cure this depression,

i went dinner with mum at tm :D haha i saw my friends there but didnt call them ;x hahaha

and i SHOPPED again :( okay bought a present for sis:D bought like a damn long dress which dont fit my short legs HMM. who cares :D hahaahahahahhah

so i gave hw a miss today cause i had to handle class tee stuffs too ;( HAIYO.

it was a tough week i must say. guitar test school life hardships troubles criticism they never stop coming after me but i guess all these can be overcome if i stay positive and i devised a way to be positive 1.music therapy :) listen to my kpop songs helps load 2. read my 18 reasons to be happy lol 3. watch BB videos 4. READ jodi picoult's book 5. cry and sleep. so i guess no matter how hard a problem is, how much i hate to dwell on it, i have to get over it fast and move on. Jc is really about pacing and adapting. and through this grueling 2 years. yes i hate it yes i complained about it and yes i have seen and felt so much more in every aspect but yes it made me stronger independent and a lil more confident than before. Every pain teaches you a lesson i guess and i have a lot more to learn, a lot of pain to experience :/ opps the info feels too dense and chim and too opinionated.

okay on the light side :D

im doing recycling with school soon !

im going wth cpay and jaixin for NEW YEAR Pretty clothings :D

Im starting on vectors soon :D

im swimming on sundays :D

IM reading a not bad book 13 reasons :D

okay thats it bye :D

i love my clothessssssss

end of holidays

heyyy

:) its the end of holidays lo.

good and bad

glad to reunite with cg18/10

sad cause i have to bid goodbye with mackie for sometime.

well well well A's comes above everything all and

another good thing is that

i will stop being a spendthrift and splurge on never ending materialistic demands

no no no im becoming a shopaholic and the addiction doesn't reside.

My cupboard is bursting and i don't give a damn about it but kept squeezing new pieces into the bursting wardrobe i guess that's partly what being seventeen is about.

Well, my addiction for shopping is further proven when i went to shop with c.pay today at far east cum orchard.

those glaring pieces of clothings are starring at me and testing my limits for them

i remembered turning down a rubi bag for 10 bucks that is still so cute now that i think of

and rejecting a vintage bag that made me entered the shop twice as well as walking away from a flowery dress that was only near 20. i thought i was remarkable and i had to be cause i had only 20 with me and it should be used wisely as it was my allowance for the weekends.so yea, it was a great start to becoming a stingy person? haha but i still succumb to temptation when picked up a hello kitty bottle from daiso, a cute scrunchie from elitrend. PROUD of ya, hs :)

another purpose for posting today cause,

i heard adam is not doing wgm anymore.

well, when i saw those words splashed all over allkpop.

my heart sank. big bang couldnt cheer me up though i desperately sort for big bang videos and photos for utmost comfort. i read and re read articles about adam and every single article just prove how fast adam episodes were coming to an end. i couldnt breathe. when i blurted this news to my sis she just stared at me and i could see her pupils dilating.the disappointment was wow it came so unexpectedly after that romantic episode on the ice skating rink. i knew it would come one day but not so soon. i couldnt handle it. i couldnt cry just felt lost. Saturdays without adam to look forward too maybe that could help me concentrate better. so i went to grab whatever videos they had online so that they wouldn't be gone when they leave the show. im upset and still is.thank god its not ending this week. i dare not watch their live at radio station in fear i may just cry like what gain did. :( But adam was my great source of happiness other than big bang. so it felt like a part of me was missing, gone. But they will be remembered by me forever :) cause they are the best ultimate couple in wgm forever ;) so i will still look forward to kkhap kwon and chic gain activities cause im sure those talented idols will amaze us in whatever field they continue to venture to and im believe their love goes on too even when the shows end. :)

tomorrow im attending a birthday party OMO

its been a long long time since i attended one.

hope i will feel their youth-ness and get influenced by them too :)

and did i say that im in love with

tvxq- keep your head down cause the live was nothing to say :)

mblaq's- cry cause the dance was so freaking Hot and the song was damn good.

and GD TOP -oh yeah as the RAP was one of the catchiest i heard and bom's voice is seriously OH yeah :)

cleaned the mozart today with my exco mates :)

going to ogl camp tmr :)

wanna buy a new school bag

IM SUCH A NAGGY SHORT LADY:(