cityhunter

HELLOS!

im posting on the last day of the year 2011.

well its amazing365 1/4 days have actually passed.

there are so many things that happens in a year.

well i just finished city hunter 2nd last episode.

i was holding in so much and the episode was so sad. :'(

Oh my hate that lingering feeling that is stuck in you even when the show ends.

For the past few days i have been spending quality time with cousins

its like finally.

i have been waiting for that feeling that the 9 of us had together to return.

love it when we have conversations on how gerald stinks and our boyfriends/girlfriend or how naggy our parents are and our bowling sessions or disruptive pool session and finally how we watch running man together as we tie each others hair into a beautiful braids and our DJ hero session before falling asleep together. i always love that feeling. its like having an extended family ;)and im so thankful for that. But as we are growing up, we tend to lose these feelings bit by bit as we put our minds into other matters. Still, time spent was worthwhile and im glad we had the chalet and this opportunity ;D

oh yeah and i have beens searching for jobs these days.

:D well my agent was really helpful and

i cant help but feel really excited when i listen to the hospital job description

it feels less like a job but something i wanna spend my time fruitfully on.

hope all goes well and i can get the one that i want :)

But in the midst of searching for job i felt that i let dow friends around me too.

in the bathroom i would start thinking if my decision was right or wrong

and choosing to go for job interview was more important than friends.

i know i dont feel this way but sometimes it cant be help

the feeling of letting them down i never want to let it happen again

because i hurt when i hurt them :(

the worst part is that great understanding that makes me guilty for flying plane during the last minute. AIGO. :(

well i cant go on and on cause i have a count down date ;)

and this is the most important thing of the year.a

You know after so many fights, we sort of became better these few days

i hope i can control my temper and manage my emotions better

and let today end beautifully as i welcome the new year.

i wish everyone around me a better year ahead and remember to always be happy! and of course live everyday like there is no tomorrow. Must always love the ones around you :D

Ending off here:) i hope i will still have them(family, cousins,wifeys,sec sch friends,jc friends,metta family,fel,alex,jx,jy) around me for years ahead !

bye(;