cityhunter

HELLOS!

im posting on the last day of the year 2011.

well its amazing365 1/4 days have actually passed.

there are so many things that happens in a year.

well i just finished city hunter 2nd last episode.

i was holding in so much and the episode was so sad. :'(

Oh my hate that lingering feeling that is stuck in you even when the show ends.

For the past few days i have been spending quality time with cousins

its like finally.

i have been waiting for that feeling that the 9 of us had together to return.

love it when we have conversations on how gerald stinks and our boyfriends/girlfriend or how naggy our parents are and our bowling sessions or disruptive pool session and finally how we watch running man together as we tie each others hair into a beautiful braids and our DJ hero session before falling asleep together. i always love that feeling. its like having an extended family ;)and im so thankful for that. But as we are growing up, we tend to lose these feelings bit by bit as we put our minds into other matters. Still, time spent was worthwhile and im glad we had the chalet and this opportunity ;D

oh yeah and i have beens searching for jobs these days.

:D well my agent was really helpful and

i cant help but feel really excited when i listen to the hospital job description

it feels less like a job but something i wanna spend my time fruitfully on.

hope all goes well and i can get the one that i want :)

But in the midst of searching for job i felt that i let dow friends around me too.

in the bathroom i would start thinking if my decision was right or wrong

and choosing to go for job interview was more important than friends.

i know i dont feel this way but sometimes it cant be help

the feeling of letting them down i never want to let it happen again

because i hurt when i hurt them :(

the worst part is that great understanding that makes me guilty for flying plane during the last minute. AIGO. :(

well i cant go on and on cause i have a count down date ;)

and this is the most important thing of the year.a

You know after so many fights, we sort of became better these few days

i hope i can control my temper and manage my emotions better

and let today end beautifully as i welcome the new year.

i wish everyone around me a better year ahead and remember to always be happy! and of course live everyday like there is no tomorrow. Must always love the ones around you :D

Ending off here:) i hope i will still have them(family, cousins,wifeys,sec sch friends,jc friends,metta family,fel,alex,jx,jy) around me for years ahead !

bye(;

Back to December

i think 2011 december is the most fruitful month i have ever spent :D

1. prom

2.metta retreat :)

3.Hong kong trip

4.meet ups+ teoheng.

Whee. so many things are happening and my pathetic brain often mix up dates and events.

need a planner :)

well, the kind of life that i have been yearning for has finally arrived

glad it will get even more hectic from now on.

Felt like i got enlighten in certain stuff over the holidays too.

except i have yet started working out oh man :(

lol got to sleep. :(

outing with the metta peeps are awesome.

girls and guys are so cute surprised that the outing would even last and be successful despite age gap!

imma happy kid except for one thing :.

Fatigue

played too much!

well, prom just ended. i preferred the secondary school one cause there was a greater level of fun.

but at least, we had post prom this year among my closer peers :D

It was insane, the crazy snapping of photos with people i have never had a conversation with.

Awkward moments, pretty smiles and flashing of lights.

Lol thats how my prom went :)

Afterwards, we proceeded to a club.

it was pretty insane and scary cause it was all of our first time.

It was really really loud. haha i was deaf when we came out. ;x

moved a little cause it was really packed.

by the time, we reached xing's house it was like 4am already -.-

and the guys even initiated breakfast at 7.

of course that didnt come true.

after bathing and torturous removal of make up it was like 5.30

and we slept like pigs till 10.

had to make my way home to help out with the furnitures :D

lol now im satisfied with my room except for my wardrobe.

will be mia-ing for a week to go for some really interesting camp

hope to be a better person when im back :>

need my beauty sleep :(

SO GROUCHY NOW GRR.

TOO wordy

clearing books

fat fish tail

before taking the ride ;x

its prom tomorrow!

i dont know why but im starting to feel nervous

what if my dress isnt nice what if my heels hurts what if my makeup fails what if my hairstyle is bad

Lol tons and tons of what ifs ;x

nevermind i will just go with the flow.

Sleeping soon! :)

havent touch guitar for days :( guilty. haha

插班生 The Freshman 《逞强》Official MV - HQ

cant help it but love it so much.the live is even more awesome ! oh myyy

Fights

geez i really hate them.
just had a tiff witha friend
Okay its rare to fight with a friend i mustsay.
If a fight is possiblei guess it must reallyreallybe someone close
Because once u know that the fight is over, u will make it up with him/her and be best friends all over again just likefamily members. fights never last.

but the agony of going through it is really bad
there is like stages in fights.
for e.g feeling pissed at firs, tfollowed by hurling whatever bad words that comes to ur mind and the ending is always the pang of guilt or regret after saying what u shouldnt and thinking if only i could hold it in, finally trying to relieve the awkwardness and burying the hatchet. :/
Uh but i realised fights are like redundant
Through them people get to express themselve better by directly approaching the problem
but fights do not necessarily ensure that the problem is being solved.
In the end who decides whos right and wrong, the lines are not clearly defined
and both parties have to reflect and question/doubt themselve whether what they had done wasright
for me, it always ends up ina mess.i can never draw a concrete solution and hence solve theproblem causing it to erupt all over again. But the question is how would i know if im right or wrong. if only life is like an exam, i would have answers to every single problems that are posed to me so i wouldnt get it wrong.haiyo i always think but it doesnt get me anywhere :/ damn stupid right. guess exams are easier than problems in life haha !
Even so,shall still try mybest to search for an answerandi will keep trying till i get theright one
and i know iwill cause u have to do it right if itsfor someone worth it .

eekks my keyboard islike super laggyand the space bar button is screwed sopardon ifu see words that are unfamiliar or unusually long.
haha feeling really emotional today.

and anothermatter i dont understand how people can become so rich.
I alwaysstare at the terrace houses when buses drive past them and would oftenwonder how long would it take to buy or built such a house what kind of job would u havetotake up to afford such a house and will the owner be happy when they get to own such houses because pursuit for wealth is never ending isnt it tiring? and is it even a happything?truthfully i guess it will but after a while as all humans would do we get tired of what wehaveand would yearn for more.i wouldnt want to fall into thatvicious cycle. it willbe a constanreminder ! be happy andsufficient. hmmbut i really love semi-detachhouses and wannahave one next time. seeeeeeee im too self contradictory all the time. HAIS. thatswhy bu neng cheng da shi!

good night :>
shopping tomorrow ^^

WALK walk and walk

These days i haven't been eating but walking walking and more walking!

i think my feet is going to fall off soon.

well, i must say all the walking is worth it :D

After the exams we wanted try something crazy and so yeah we went ahead with our plan.

we took the reverse bungee at clark quay. it wasn't really scary and the best part was the scream.

scream of relieve. we were like tourist taking beautiful pictures of the city and crys came to stay for the night. We blog window shop like mad till 1 plus. dresses were beautiful but too large for me ;(

During the second day the girls were shopping for clothes with the class guys and i didn't know that shopping for guys clothes can be really really fun too. The clothes are interesting and there is like so many layers to wear and really expensive!! still the orchard lights were beautiful and the birds were chirping away like cheep cheep cheep :)

and today i roamed Ikea and i think i can remember the sections and the floor plan already!

cant wait for my furnitures to come!!!!!!!!! :>

wonderful and more importantly it was within budget !

so not ready for prom! :x