Twisted FOC'13

How have you been doing? :)

Sunday tales is taking sometime to churn out it's piece of story this week.
Lets start from the minor details last week before moving into the main story for the day :)

I finally caught monster university after what seemed like forever. Maybe i have a soft spot for cartoon movies. Because some find this movie a so-so but i enjoyed this one. At least more than despicable me. Maybe i haven't watched the previous 2 movies therefore i'm satisfied with this movie. But i enjoyed the theme because it was revolving about school life and i can relate how Mike feels when he really works really hard for all his life to become someone he couldn't be yet some didn't even have to try to the one. On the side note, i love the Monster University font xD why can't our school jerseys adopt such pretty font too :)

And this is my goal for the week :)

wakaka it's my 3rd book already for the month and still doing well.

I hope skipping the first one isn't gonna affect my liking for the second one because it's really impossible to get it from the library when the movie is gonna be out in a month's time. Hope its as good as what my cousin's said to me. Teehee.

when i opened my mail and i saw this.

Can't help but my lips cracked into a smile :)

i know it doesn't happen much these days already, because i'm already suppressing the urge to return to it and sometimes i don't have the time too.

But yeah one more time is always a lie, because i have tons of receipts from DP that i still keep till now.

Especially relatable to the second quote whereby, i always can't make it for appt with friends because i have a dance pract that i can't miss. lol 3x a week and pred is always complaining how busy i am.

At the third one LOL whenever blocking happens, im always the SUAY one who gets to do the opposite and awkward side SIGHS.

But lol never complaining cause i always love it whenever i'm dancing. :)

Still waiting for the day to come, to proudly announce that i'm a dancer.

Whoo is that possible? xD

Anyways, these are some really pretty photos that fans have made for the drama Queen & I.

i'm embarking on my 2nd last episode already. 16 episode is really fast. :)

Actually i bought the drama to watch their chemistry lol not really the storyline

because after catching rooftop prince no other time travelling story can beat that already!

but the chemistry between yoo in na and ji hyun woo really gives goosebumps.

it really feels like they want to be together even on the drama set.
The story wasn't the main point but their love story was.

Whatever it is i really like it when love story have happy ending like this.

Lol but how often does it last. But they look really good together, i hope they will :D

Anyways, the OST is really good :D A lot of feel whenever i watch the drama. No matter how many times i hear it, i still go WAAAA whenever the song plays and their eyes meet :DDD

Just when i was thinking. 

OH NO NO ONE has uploaded the CAMP PHOTOS YET :O

i turned on fb & i see my lovely OGLs uploading them one by one AWW :D

How can we have such wonderful telepathy even. 

ZEN & i :) Most Zen & responsible ogl ever 

As usual, my comfort during camp :)

Hehe to the girl who had a tough time during camp. Should have done something for her

yay, my pretty cousin who was so sporting during the camp (: when she said she had fun, its all i need to hear.

with pretty val & sticky me at sentosa ! love my main comm tee

One more hugging shot. Last day of camp lol post camp syndrome

Hj my wonderful mate who is so bright and talented, ever supportive sy & est who is cool as ever :)

Okay there is so much to say where do i even start from ?

here it goes. I didn't even know how it all started from. I only remembered attending an interview to become OGL head without knowing what i'm heading for and only knowing that i had a great time in JC being an OGL but clueless about the role of an OGL head. What makes it worst was that, when the main comm was form, seriously i didn't even know them well. i mean yeah we have seen each other exchange words more than hi & byes, even been an OG together but never worked together before. And most of them were in the same tutorial group but not me. I was all alone from platoon 2 :<

Well well, so frankly, i wasn't very committed at first and since i didn't have task on my hand, i neglected the meetings and all. I only remembered helping out for fundraising for the camp. And that's it. only until the holidays arrived and my work attachment ended, i started panicking a little because i had to vet through 80 pages and 120pages of OGL handbook and Camp manual respectively. Before i can pass message down to my OGLS.I swear i think i memorise the programmes back to back and u can even pick any and ask me to recite them. LOL. carried out a dry run with less than half of the OGLs there as there was OCIP involvement and some Personal holiday time. Well well, didn't try out at the actual area and didnt teach the mass dance to the OGLs. But of course i did work before the camp started. Had to send important info to my OGLS, repeatedly update them the camp manual and informed them the changes that nobody reads HAHA. lol Splitting the 100 OGMs into groups and the OGLS too. Knowing which OGL are sub comm members so that they can help their respective comm in times of emergency, Knowing my OGM allergies or Absence of leave if necessary. There is just so many things to know. lol but we had a after action review and yes the planning was not thorough enough, the dry run should have been like an actual camp, the OGLS should have been better prepared, the atmosphere could have been more high. Yesh and due to our negligence we suffered at night during the camp. I slept for only 2hs for consective 2 days, i woke up with voice as hoarse as a man and my lips felt like it was bursting because it was so swollen due to the presence of 3 fucking big ulcers. I had to scream, be high and higher than anyone else to keep the camp going. I had to run around and make calls to make sure everyone is on the ball and the camp programmes will not be delayed. we had to give briefing till 3 in the morning because of last minute changes to programme timing and the lack of knowledge of the OGLs/ SM. We had bad times and pissed and angry moments & even embarrassing ones when one of our games failed so terribly and we had to change a MASS GAMES. we did it not once twice but many many times. We even prepared our night walk on the day itself- sourcing for DVD, finding the activities to be carried out, praying that OGLS know how to walk the correct route. Fail much. The finale night too, was last minute prepared. the Deco, the songs, the pinata, the cold war and disagreements. Well many things happened during that camp. If it hadn't we wouldnt have been able to become closer. I watch a friend of mine in admiration when she turned every moment of adversity into opportunity. She just said that we have to think fast enough. LOL i really didn't know how she did it. She knows how to hype the crowd, she knows how to speak in front of them. She just said that she is not such a person too, but she had to adapt to the environment and know what situation she is in. Well well, thats how fast she adapt. I learn so much from her :) i even grew from this. I mean like HEY i never ever taught a chereo in front of the crowd before. And yeap that night i taught 1/2 chereo which i believe was only 30seconds but i did it :D. under such stressful situations with so much responsibility at hands, i thought i was going to snap any time during the camp and lose my patience.

I think i almost lose it during one of the nights but i knew it wouldnt get us anywhere so i stopped being angry for the sake of being angry cause everyone is also angst too for the unsmooth journey. even though all this sounds like i had a terrible camp, i must say that we concealed it well. because we were the only ones suffering i'm glad the OGMS had all the good time because they deserved it. In the first place, if we had prepared well and stuck together to come up with a solution or daringly air our views about certain matters, it wouldn't have ended up this way. lol all in all, im very thankful that my fellow ogls are still a very responsible bunch and most importantly, they care for the freshies all the time without having me to remind them to do so. (: Also the main comm have been very very generous in lending their help whenever necessary and of course including me whenever possible. yesh i do feel alone at times during the camp because i do not have an og & no one to take photos with but at least i have my main comm and my forever welcoming sy & peapod :) hehe its even better to have friends there :D can't wait t become their coursemates in time to come :D i'm glad that i have the opportunity to not only bond with some freshies but more of my batch mates :)) Now i feel like HEY actually they are really not bad too although i hold doubts about them initially and i don't know know why i'm biased. sighs haha but its better now :)) becoming more outspoken and outgoing and opening up. NO more awkward conversations. (still have sometimes but feeling better) And its all worth it when at the end, people come up to tell me hey the camp was real fun :D or when your ogls text u to tell u how well u did (: it really made my day and gave me goosebumps when i read messages like this. They can bring me to tears u know. it makes me more motivated to take up events and planning in the future :D really fun omg . BUT YESH IT was hell tiring i felt like i put an entire sem's effort into this. Im so glad it turned out just fine :D 

Teehee, many epic and beautiful moments during the camp :D

Many first times, many heart felt conversations, many bickering with the girls, much fun and many photos taken (: many touching moments esp when they danced our chereo perfectly and did it way better than me last year.

It feels really great when u work really hard for something and the results in return is something really bigger than what you could ever imagine or contain. It makes me want to do more of this in the future, to experience more wonderful feelings like this in the future :)

Whatever it is, working hard, loving what i do and being happy & so i'm feeling really pretty = GOOD :D

Sorry for the 1000 words essay lol it was definitely unintended,

i couldn't contain my feelings anymore and it felt like it was going to overflow.

Finally, more time for the family :) 

i really miss my family & my house after being in school for 5 days. 

Lol, i don't think i can survive in hostel or overseas man lololol

Well well, gonna work out a full proof overseas plan next year

This times, theres nothing to stop me from discovering the world :D

Can't wait.

In the mean time, Conventus, the Big groove, first vetting, Matric fair will be happening next week :D

Maybe more meet ups with some individuals whom i have missed for so long ! (:

perhaps a short getaway? 

Hehe i really need energiser for now !