Before i know it i'm thrown into the repeating cycles of checking nus mails for updates, IVLE for new notes, Hotmail for cca information and non-stop printing notes. I must say its really expensive all the notes, textbooks and all equipment :O. Everything requires cash and each time is like 100 bucks minimum. Its only the first week of school but i must say its pretty hectic already. Glad that i'm still coping it well for now! For the first week, i have gone through many days of 4 hour back to back lectures, been to the anatomy hall with lab coats, melt in the voices of some of my lecturers, experience the crowd and squeeze during lunch time in canteens but the food is absolutely cheap it makes me fly, tried archery sport and continued to dance to relieve stress. And there are still many more to come! Im having so much fun :)it will be even more if i stay in hall but there have to be a balance in everything i cant get excellent grades and fun at the same time. My body and mental health doesn't allow me to do so.
one thing thats making me stress these days.
:( swimming test is coming up but i absolutely have no time to practice !! how how. SATURDAY?
I'm supposed to be practicing it today BUT its raining now man.
Should have gone gyming in the morning but i was too tired to get out of bed cause i have no lessons today :D
ARGHHHH procrastination kills. i really dont wanna waste the 90 bucks :( and i dont think my fitness is there at all.Shall get my dear to gym with me after school settles down in a week or so. BY then my swimming test would have passed already -.-
Its alright we still have an upcoming 5km run :D
FIT FIT FIT HS. my abs were almost popping out already :(
Anyways feel thats like an invisible line that i draw for myself in everything i do so that i wouldnt lost control of it. But for dance i'm afraid im not able to do so. cause letting lose and losing control is what i have to do. Thats the hardest part for me. I love it as much as im afraid of it. Afraid that i would be change. Afraid that the change would hurt people around me and Afraid that change is permanent. But it isnt time to give up now. I have big dreams for it. is there a way thats possible to enjoy it while resisting any form of changes during the process or should i just embrace it and see how far it could take me for once? its too late to let go now cause i have started and i'm lovin' it i can't turn back cant retrieve those feelings that are held back for too long. Dancing shall be my second boyfriend :D. It makes me happy and takes me to wherever i want to go.so, i'm just going to keep dancing on & on. whoo this paragraph doesnt make sense. ps. Only i will understand my own language.
Anyway i don't understand why are the pimples on my forehead coming back when im past 18 already. HORRORS. Its either the HAIR DYE or the FACEWASH. own up one of you :<
I bought Nike dunk for 29.90 :D at warehouse sale. LOVE IT TTM k. i think there will be like 50 pairs in the future. okay shall not be crazy here.
Snippets of my life (:
^ after RAG day went vivo for marche met a pw group :D
^ OG outing at Jcube after matriculation day ! :D
^ creative gingerbreadman float during rag
^ funny how camera focus on them but not me :( haha at the GARDENS by the bay
^ during our flag day at AMK hub :D rest rest
^ come and see my buddhism camp (:
^ met up with wifeys for teoheng before dinner
^ retarded things we do in daiso MUHAHAHA.
