Recently, i have been caught up with a few blogs as well as interesting articles online. And i have come to a conclusion : youths are generally negative about themselves these days. I share the same sentiments because there are so many things that i'm upset about myself too. Therefore, i'm or we(youths) are always trying hard to perfect ourselves to reach the target that never seemed to be there. Sometimes i would dwell and harp on my eyes/ my smile/ those flabs on my thighs/ my fun size height. Look we can never be happy with ourselves. So i have found a solution to my endless problems. i will change whatever i can and those that i can't i will live with it by accepting it.NOT by cajoling myself to blindly accept whatever that is imperfect but to reassure myself by recognizing what i already have be it skills or uhm looks if it even counts. Haha just few days ago, something hit me real hard and i was lost and confused. All the confidence that i have been accumulating and gathered was like a glass of spilt milk - all wasted. So desperate for a cure, i went to search about building self confidence after i have spot my problem which is lacking of it. I was never like this in the past, i thought only my sister would be silly enough to do things like this. But in desperate times, words are actually useful to salvage the predicament i'm in even though the lasting effects may not be long lived. Still, the rest depends on me (:
So to all youths who are suffering from any form of inferiority complex ,most of us feel so too but we mustn't let those ill feelings get hold of us. Smile, it makes your day and even others. Smile cause u do not own all the problems in the world. Rather than amplifying every negative thing u spot about yourself why not ride on the good feelings and give some self comfort because u may not be there now but u believe one day you will and make sure u act on it :) That alone would result in an entirely different outcome.
Moving on, i'm so glad i finally get to catch THE AMAZING SPIDERMAN tomorrow. beats me but superhero movies never fails to spur me on. Maybe i'm dreaming of -NOT BECOMING ONE- but getting to know one.
I had a threehoursakaelunchbuffet with meiting & meilan. I lumped the words together cause 3 hours felt that long. we are not big eaters but we ate our fair share of a total of at least 24 plates to cover the cost of the buffet so i guess its worth it. i really heart sushi or should i say sashimi :D cant wait for our picnic soon. we going to get fat together.
Nursing camp is coming right up this week. bring it on baby i can't wait to make new girlfriends :D & PLAY. Feel like a freshmen and a child all over again. Since i have the opportunity why not (: i'm having mixed feelings to because i want and don't want to return to school! oh man the horrors of memorising biology at the same time fantasizing over the names of the body parts i never knew. Still anticipation overrides the horrifying part.Plus, i have got grades i have to maintain for the scholarship!!!
OH MAN. swimming bm is coming soon like real soon.STUDY HS its theory you cant fail that.
OH MAN. i can't dance this week :( at least i danced today :>
OH MAN. i feel like SHOPPING again.
Anyway, Gardens by the Bay was beautiful. I love the breeze most and the fresh air and the BIG SPACE. everything feels wide and spaced out.Do take a walk through mbs and the helix bridge too. The nightview is awesome cause u can see people rehearsing for NDP already! There were so many photography enthusiasts too.
Feeling~ good right now ! ps I LOVE MY COPPER BROWN HAIR more and MORE each day :D
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