5.18.2012

Payphone

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of s***
One more f***ing love song I'll be sick 



:) the tune for this part is absolutely awesome.


wow its like may already!
well, i got my phone but made my mummy upset. :/
so i could imagine the worst mothers day ever cold war never ends :x
it was made worst when everyone around you just have to remind you how loving a mother can be.
i didnt have mine at that time-at least its temporary-
i got to start improving my inner qualities.
seriously, i was quite disgusted by myself recently like how un-lady like or inhumane i can be at times.
killed myself several times whenever those evil thoughts arose. sigh haha.
still, my phone has a really pretty camera and it looks really sleek chic :D


Caught the avengers too ! the movie that i had been craving to watch since the starting of the year.
Okay it was fine (: the characters were hilarious but there were too many main characters.
everyone has to fight for you own limelight. WOOHOO cant wait for the AMAZING SPIDERMAN :>


Gosh the price to pay for beauty.
Its only the start and i'm already doubting myself if im ready for this two year commitment.
You know for you i have to sacrifice my favorite dishes.
for you i have to spend more than what i could earn.
for you i have to be cleaner than ever.
for you i have to endure the pain that is almost unbearable
haha now i seriously do not know what made me so determine to put on braces. :/
But i already extracted 4 teeth -gulps- so theres no backing out right.
Maybe with braces i will smile more, smile prettily, better hygiene, slim down on chubby cheeks.
it may not be so bad afterall, i hope, pray and plead !
i never knew teeth could be so HUGE and dracula like HAHAH interesting much i was so amaze i forgot to feel the pain.


Moving on, I CANT BELIEVE IT :>
i have to share this heavenly news.
MY big bang is coming! maybe not mine but VIPS ! :D
still, a concert with only big bang i wont get enough of it ;D
OMFGGG. imagine GD's smexy rap TOP;s electric blue hair, Tae's abs, dae's charming voice, baby's crap
I totally can cry at the thought of it :D
im not going too forgive myself if i dont get a ticket this time.(:
i know its once in a lifetime and ITS ALSO TOP TEN on my wishlist for 2012 !!!!


why do i feel like im bleeding to death tonight. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i like running man on wednesdays ! call me lag or what but it never fails to make me suffer from teribble tummy aches and squeals throughout the show ;D