1.28.2013


I seldom rant. But today just for today.
School does suck a little
law is driving me crazy, eng mod is challenging me to no end, maternal and child health is alien and content heavy, psychology is driving me nuts, mic could not be understood and a&p is being heavy flow as usual.
U seeeeee. Sem 1 wasn't like this at all.
 Now i feel the rigor and the stress.
Going to bed with a heavy heart is bad :(
Even worse to know that u have to wake up and bathe your 50 cm long hair tomorrow
On top of it
my dance practices, ogl recruitment, friendship woes, issues with myself and my dear and my sissy birthday coming soon.
WHOOTS 
Thats overloading, i shall just take things as it comes.
shall get rid of these unnecessary stress SHOO SHOO SHOO.

at least i took a photo with the lee brothers & jy today
whoo and my dear is back (: which makes smiling an easier job to do
spend sometime with metta kids and enjoying their companion as usual
Cleaned up my shelves and desk awaiting for new cupboards to arrive ^^
had great family bonding time on the sat spending my daddy hard earned money away :O
ohh and this photo! CNY shopping with the ladies was a great retail therapy (:

YESH THESE POSITIVE THOUGHTS SHALL OVERRIDE THE NEGATIVE AND UNHAPPY ONES ! i feel like i can breathe better now ~ PHEWW

1.23.2013

Infatuation

HELLOS. *Deep & low tone*
Yeps thats what one week of school has done to me.
I'm losing my voice now, what's next?


The hectic schedule made days easier to pass when my dear isn't around.
He's coming back on sun and i'm totally jumping for joy which is SO NOT ME.


Even if i lose everything, i'm still enjoying school now.
I'm loving the ladies companion now and of course i do before but relatively more now. more genuine and i can be myself better.
Guess i'm finally starting to adapt to my all girls school
and soon all the icy cool superficial will be melted and i foresee myself turning into some cutesy whiney creature. UHH.
NOT exactly a bad change but i should know my limits or else i would get disgusted by myself!

haha currently sy, i and some classmates are hosting hk students from an exchange programme.
previously i had done a horrible job and it was full of awkwardness,
i SWORE to do better this time and so I JUST TALKED and let my INQUISITIVE MIND ROLL. (weird expression) i really like it when i get to know more about them and their life :D Hope more opportunities would come by. I would want to be a full time buddy!

lol anyway got to hmm take note of my grammar this sem or else my teacher would be going around to snap evidences of grammar errors which would be humiliating and i will prove to him with my UH eng grade that UH my profession can do a good job in eng too >< GULPS * i really dislike the idea of getting up at 6 to go for an english lesson at 8am D:

Had my first flashmob done with my school's dance crew :D
Indeed once in a lifetime experience. Whee it felt like an achievement unlock  and many more to come(:
Another best feeling in life is when your love ones supports your dreams and let you go for it.
I know it's not there yet but at least she is not rejecting it already
and that simple step is suffice to make me tear after i stopped tearing for #*$#&#) months.
Finally had the courage to present my delicate dreams and this time you didn't dismiss it,
you said you would consider (:


this little family is growing and i really hope it only gets better from here..

and i kind of like one of my mods that i was doing today
Its related to psychology and we get to find out what kind of personality that we belong to.
so type A is like excessive competitive aggressive, type c is like tolerance till self sacrifice and type d is like gloomy introvert and anxiety.
I like doing such personality quizzes and getting to know yourself better.
In the past i never knew the importance of self awareness but after studying understand one self allows you to understand why and how to react to a certain situation. AND SO its not enough to just understand the rationale of your action, you have to do something to it if you know that you are going to produce negative response. SO it allows u to stop and think twice and give yourself and others a second chance to salvage the situation. And tada just like this i incorporated my reflection model into my daily life and its taking effect already!
And i must emphasis self awareness ain't entirely being aware of what others things of you or what u assume others would think of u. It is all within yourself. I once learn that when you find things problematic, most of the time that problem lies within ourselves. And soo if we look into ourselves more we will blame others less. WA sounds like chim mathematics and equations everywhere -_-

WHEE and im so proud of my converse bag that dear bought.
It has brought many many many praises and it feels better even if i wasn't the one who purchased it !

I can't sleep or do my work effectively if i don't dance for the day, i think i'm crazy.
or Maybe Infatuated ~

YIPPEEE I GET TO EAT AWFULLY CHOC TOMORROW CAUSE ITS MY FRIEND's BDAY !!!!!!





1.13.2013

Photo Booth



Had been a really long time since i last played with this !
Surprisingly it was great fun.
Having girls bimbotic session made it even better
Playing around with make up, blasting music, talking about our lives, spamming pictures
i feel like a YOUNG once again
Thank you WJY :D 
hehehehehe

1.12.2013

6 degrees of separation


Little updates here and there
Im not sure if my brain can recall everything at once too.
My brain is like a thick file with my many many folders
and the folders have headings like eh family, dance, school, friends.
And everyday i have to use my muscle memory to keep them updated.
Most of the time i forget them easily because there are too many folders . haha.
so blogging is my "meeting" where i pick up the folders and pen them down manually so they don't get erased in the midst of my busy life.


Yesh this was when i was craving for a japanese meal and we went to MOF for the second time
I'm always happy when i got there cause the food is good and the portion is big too :D
so i'm always willing to pay the price after meal. Plus there was 30% off on the second meal so i believed we saved quite a bit !!!!




 Sorry guys and more food to come. This was with Predators opp TJ. They sell cheap and very delicious food which singaporeans love ! Heaven !!!! haha the polaroids have very funny stories behind them hehe Being with the predators i always feel like theres nothing to fear and always take the risk. And they always prove that its worth taking the risk HEHEHE wheeeee good food good company hehe but i dress so cui that day la -_-



The photos above are at din tai fung !!!!! awwww awww awww. whenever i walk past it and see people queuing i would be like " I MUST TRY THAT ONE DAY" I tried it ONCE and afterwards never had the chance again. So i'm so glad sy and pearl asked me out for lunch at this awesome food paradise :))) though the food arent the most expensive items BUT THEY STILL TASTE SO GOOD :'D heheheheh. bliss ~

My first happy folder for the day !
O level results are out woohoo.
My sister and my cousin did well woohoo that calls for double happiness. (doesnt sound very enthu lol)
Not entirely about the grades as most importantly they are able to move a step closer to where they want to be. I wish them all the best. And for my sister, lol i pray hard for her in TJ. HAHAHA.


Ahh in the next folder hmm let me see ah its sad.
Well school is starting the day after tomorrow!
Fret not i'm ready :D hehehe took the entire afternoon to settle my nursing lecture notes and stuff. Glad that i'm getting faster when organizing because they seem so familiar to me already ^^ can't wait for maternal and child health nursing totally. Emitting all the womanly instincts. lol All the mods sounds pretty interesting too WHEEEE very happy. 
Starting on nursing FOC too! whoots its first time taking up a leadership role, sometimes im seriously unsure about my decision and need a lot of reassurance but i hope people just come sign up for ogl so i dont have to go around begging people to join HAHAHA. But yeah, for now its still pretty exciting planning. Feels likka boss hahaha i'm kidding i rather just listen to orders so i won't have to think. meh lazy. HAHAHA can't wait for camp to happen!!!! (: so i guess it ain't that bad too right !


Getting the tickets

Big big ship for display haha

The entrance looks empty haha but the inside is full


Love the ceiling at the maritime museum

Good boy getting his passport chop!

Fishies riding on sting ray :DDDDD

the magnificent view BREATHEE
Entrance :D

so many entrance lol

Jellyfish with fishmaw tail


my fav eel !! giant mooray !!


shark sea

my souvenir ~

The giant king crab

like that its black :D

NEXT!!! Visited the S.E.A aquarium with dear FINALLY.
initially i was still worried if the trip ain't gonna work out for us because of many man conditions.
But yes because both of us really want to visit the place, it worked :)
I'm not going to post much photos cause firstly it's gonna spoil the excitement, secondly the fishes are in constant motion so u know when a sony xperia tries to take a photo in laggy night mode the photos turns out all shakey, blurry and you would probably ask me if thats a fish or a black stone. So to save my self and my phone from further embarrassment i shall challenge myself to use my words to provoke imagination hahaha (since i gotta take an eng mod anyway)

overall i liked that place. I have given some friends my take and review on the aquarium.
I paid $29 for the entrance fee and i was entitled to view the sea aquarium and maritime museum.
well i thought we had to paid for the maritime museum but since it was free, it felt like a gain to me :)
All the decor and exhibits were beautiful so i couldnt stop snapping pictures. And i was like "dear here come take a photo here" or " help me take a photo with this and that" i was literally running left and right making sure that everything is stored in my xperia! well, my favourite part about the maritime museum was this typhoon theatre ( love things happen when i least expect them) and also the stamping of ' passport' when we travelled from a country to another. the stamps were not the usual kind its damn cool. It imprints some image onto the paper and tada i love it. I do read the facts too but when u are on a field trip hahah my brain isn't in the switched on mugger mode. So i only remembered snippets here and there. 

Moving on to the sea aquarium, at the entrance the travellator  (?) wasn't in use so we had to walk. But its alright since i would prefer taking my time scouting for fishies. hmm i would say i was more amazed by the maritime museum than the sea aquarium perhaps my expectations for the aquarium was tooo high to be met. haha. but nonetheless the view was magnificent you have to be there to witness it, it can't be taken in photos (maybe not in my xperia) hahaha. well what fascinates me most was the view when the fishes rode on the sting ray around the aquarium. whoo i swear i was running after the sting ray. they totally reminded me of nemo :D it was so damn cute. i like how they built steps (terrains?) for public to seat, while simply enjoying the view. so calming soothing and relaxing ! hehe the other sea creature that amaze me was the mooray eel. Its so deeply etched in my mind that i still remember its name and its friend's names. haha personally, im not a fan of it. BUT ITS HUGE OH MY GOD. they just swim and snug into some hole and await their prey. they look like huge snakes o_o haha AND AND there were so many dory in the aquarium :DDDDD but barely saw nemo haha ! well the different species of jellyfish were cute too especially the one with tentacles like fish maw and the other which cant flip themselves over hehe. oh oh and the giant spider crab which is also available in underwaterworld. i always think they look like the creatures in harrypotter and often wonder how spider and crab can form such amazing amalgamation. Whoo and the tigerfishes that live in the mangrove area. Their teeth is so sharp :O. haha and there is this fossil living creature that is exactly in a fossil shape and doesnt uncurl itself when it moves. it looks like some pokemon -_- haha sounds so dumb i know but thats the only thing i could relate too. And i remember saying how i wouldnt try sea cuccumber when i saw how black it was. hahaha Whoo not bad i learnt quite a fair bit. but well there were no dolphins and the sharks were limited. Maybe they are still slowly growing up. Got ourselves some CHEAP (really cheap) souvenirs and postcards too :D kekeke. shall visit the underwater world one next time !!


Time for dinner ~



1.06.2013

Dum Dum

Shall tease u all with random photos first (:

This strawberry shortcake which i randomly chance upon at four leaves. I had a craving for it for 2 whole days and since then i have been scouting for strawberry cakes everywhere i go.
 BE IT GOOD OR NOT. 
i enjoyed this one !! ^^

A restaurant that dear and i patronised. located in Changi city point called eggs and berries. Their pancakes are awesome (: love the choco/maple/strawberry sauce.
well at first from the pictures in the menu i thought that the portion would be minute.
When it was served, woah it filled my stomach to the brim :D

Lunch with pearl & sy at Astons. This one wasn't too good. It was salty and making me nausea too. enough said.

Sy's onion rings and mash potatoes :D

31/12/12 countdown lol the edited version

MJ squid & i *hate my square shaped face*


for SY :D ps i took forever !


4 of us boldly camwhoring outside ALCNS after submission xD too happy


NO smiling shot. TSK PEARL!


SORRY loved the photo too much :> thought it was a beautiful angle

In a crappy state after last day of clinical with one of the twin SY!

Another with sy, forced to be taken in a cui state hahahahahha. my lips super pale o_o

that shee shee refused to take a decent photo. She had to maintain her classy image xD

With the shoppers at giant :) CANT SEE THE TROLLEY EVEN lol.
hate to be holding the cam ;'(


YUMMY SEAWEED CHICKEN. never knew it was so easy to be prepared ! :') can DIY


Kitchen madness


Yan mei whom refuse to let me take her picture of her handling the hash browns TOO BAD :P

And so its 2013.
And there's only one more week before school reopens
And a week before dear leaves for his hometown
And two weeks for my first flashmob :)
And about a month before CACtus happens

Was thinking whether to recab 2012 or not because to me it was a wonderful year.
Many first times and great things had happen
And it was a "different" year for me as i have done things differently (apart from endless studying) and i felt changes within myself and my surroundings 
In summary, thank you to my family, my love, datrololol,predators,sy & pearl, jy&jx for the support and love and tolerance. i will learn to be better this year (:
BUT HAHA i'm lazy so yeah. I'm moving on :D

Frankly speaking i'm so worried when 2013 was coming. i was basking in the glow and happiness from 2012 and i'm afraid that those good karma ends.
Moreover since 2012 had been good year already, it means to say that i have to work even harder for 2013 to make it better. THAT sounds tiring. Its only the first week and i have schedules for dance practices like 3x a week already, also my yoga and dharma lessons are kicking in already o_o Tell me do i have time for friends? family? dear? If school starts needless to say. I will just slowly lose my social circle and communication skills HORRORS.

P.S TOO NAGGY.

Caught wreck it ralph and parental guidance.
Whoo loves those movies so (:
Stimulate endorphins, Light hearted, do not need to use too much brains, heartwarming, touching and revive my inner child
Catch it cause good movies are hard to come by
Not the best i must say but good enough to plaster a big wide smile on your face before u leave the theatre :D

Resolutions for 2013 in no specific order cause everything must be fulfilled or try to be fulfilled with my utmost effort!
* pull CAP higher of course
* keep on dancing baby and of course get better
* may all loved ones be healthy, safe and happy
* be sincere, open your heart, less selfish, give love, smile, don't give up, confidence, beauty from within, no anger no hatred, no negative thoughts, try your best .(: (HIGH IMPORTANCE)

here i go again,
this time its jodi picoult's LONE WOLF (: