chingoo

i promised to fill my thoughts with positive ones

but now they are all are negative thoughts.

is it plainly my one-sided thinking

or are you feeling the same too

what caused an awkwardness between us.

i wasn't informed at all

and i hadn't had time to accustom this change of attitude

can someone just fill me in what i have left out all this while

i admit its upsetting when i wasn't the one

its hard coping with everything :/

maybe i will try one last time before letting go this treasured past.

but how could i

whenever you appear,my feelings will drop down to the ground

tell me

what i've done wrong

tell me

what can i do so we will be like before.

i cant tell you directly

neither will you understand this indirectly

so forget it a useless post to get rid of troubles so that i wont bottle all up and suffocate to death

o hell im pathetic.

wipe your tears dry and move on

a napfa run tomorrow will be great.

all i want now passing my promotional exams to with a light heart.

and there's nothing more i can ask.

its tiring holding on to everything

Jo kwon gain

Hello I guess I'm crazy! Typing blog in the middle of the night.I was stalking kwon n gain n msging .but tt wasn't the reason y I couldn't enter slumberland ya it's her, my ultra hardworking sis is still mugging for her CAs. If only I could be like her :) wa anw lying on the bed and not falling asleep is a terrible feeling.well lights off I got to sleep soon. Tomorrow I'm having napfa the horrors!!! Argh if I fail I shall just go for the retest. Hahaha unfit pig :( jts was fine(:I heart xiao hui :D hehe! I will mug harder this term and promise to not see any e&s in my report anymore. Anw pilot test and chem spa is worrisome hope I can come to a decision soon.whoo before that, my sis roots for the khuntoria couple but as for me Adam couple all they way ^^ sweet ttm I swear(: ok guess I gotta start caring more about people around me!:/ hwaiting!!!! Cyclohexane rings are Driving me crazy screw organic chem! Please walk properly soon (: hahahah

hong kong

My mummy flew to hong kong!

):

there is so many things to do again yet no time.

practice guitar and write tabs.

PW pilot testing materials :O

ass hole EOM D;

hais and catching up on lectures & tutorials.

class tee shirt

bucking up on academic pathetic results UESEE ):

D:

wooo

thank god the new episode of adam couple cheered me up ! ^^

IM SORRY D:

im just not good enough in anything :/

shinee come back soon!

from yx :D to me

Christopher Robin to Pooh

“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.”

super junior!

This is too cute to miss :D

well, ryeowook's hair is awesome here.

kyuhyun's voice wonderful and yesung looks exceptionally hot too.

eunhyuk's body is like woohooo :D

heechul looks better with the black geeky specs HAHA, :D

The chereograph and the tune is very catchy :D

different from bonamana and sorry sorry. its more gentle and soothing :D

hahah went nike run yesterday GOD i almost fainted.

lol masss pe in the morning more running in the afternoon :)my cold cut trio was fully assimilated hahah

haha since napfa is round the corner n me dont want fail so jiayous!

lol and i didnt know 40 is a grade S 45 and above is an E :D

haha and 2AM here i come :D! ~

kwon.jinwoon.seulong.changmin (:

I DID WRONG

After june test, my world seems to be crumbling down.

guitar,academic,pw,napfa,bi,parents,sleep,tutorial, friends,waking up at 6

i can't balance so many thing at a time.

No extra time to breathe.

Everything pours in without permission.

Got to face the harsh reality and humiliating results that i didn't even dare to confess to anyone cause its too shameful.

30+40marks im not adapted to such numbers yet.

it look disgusting to me ):

Guitar meetings that leave me drained after every grueling session

pw thankfully have great members to share my burden but still worry i cannot lead them well.

having so many troubles i'm supposed to ingest less right?

but gosh instead i want to consume more.

so everything is going way off.

maybe i'm too paranoid maybe i worry too much.

i need to learn how not to.

this post is damn depressing so not really nice to view.

Im afraid it may dampen high spirits.

short break

As thought i had a wonderful weekend.

swimming was great though i wasn't any tanner but i was hell burnt by the sun which i dont even see on the saturday.

Crystal and i roamed ion on friday after the f* math paper.

well, we found really good food there and i promised to bake with her.

Argh felt so bad towards ml cause she i made her miss her opportunity to spend time at joc's house);

On sat, during to family dinner the opportunity cost was a class outing with 4a ):

Gosh, guess at time like this we really have to let go. all about affinity.

but at least had an awesome time squeezing with 9 big children on the sofa.

and of course get to see rosy before she leaves again );

and we created another set of memories again. (:

later that night i went over her house to fix my com. she is good at it :D awesome.

watching my uncle watch soccer is better than the game itself.

His reactions are loud and er oozing with immense emotions. haha

but the tv failed him cause the people's reactions are a minute slower

so the joyous mood of entering a goal was bash. haha

yesterday, went to sing :) and bowl.

it was great :D and even better if we had a longer time to sing.

the news paper rated eclipse 2/5.thats pretty bad though.

watched avatar again on dvd yesterday.never get bored of it.

so decided to stay home and rest today before gearing up for the next term :D

hmmm, time for videos ;D and finish up bio/chem/math haha

it surely takes forever D;

i need kwon's moving song(:

): I'm un happy.so let's think positive.